Being in Davis... its hot ( Read more... )

I've been steadily drowning, spiraling down into the depths of the unknown.

Its over.
I'm done.
No point in crying.

Will someone come and rescue me?

Maybe I should keep my mouth shut.
Maybe I should stop speaking my mind.
Maybe I should stop being open.

Then I can lock away all feelings.

I dont want to feel anymore.
I dont want to care.
I want to be numb from anything.

Then I can be immune.

Then people will stop blaming me.

Merry Christmas you guys!
Its generic I know, but I really mean it you guys! Happy Christmas to all!! :D

So, in my family holidays arent a big deal. I never celebrated Thanksgiving with them, Thanksgiving just usually meant and extra day to sleep in, and do more hwk, nothing too special ( Read more... )

one more dayyyyy! :D

i said yes.

after all that.

So far i have gotten sick like... 5 times.. CONSECUTIVELY.
I feel horrible for missing so much school, i am falling more and more behind.

It has been Interesting, well no one read LJ anymore, i even noticed that i dont even log on as much as i used to ( Read more... )

this first incident when i moved in today ( Read more... )