Sep 03, 2007 00:19
this first incident when i moved in today:
"hello, i am your next room neighbor, you kids seem good, and i think you should know that this house is not suitable for you guys."
"huh?"
" We have criminals who live in this house, and you are stepping into dangerous grounds by living here. We have dangerous and poisonous insects, and people who steal."
"are you serious?"
"the landlord doesnt care, and it isnt suitable for living, i suggest you reconsider, our family is leaving soon too, we have only been here for 2 months, and we found it impossible to live here, we are going to sue come this tuesday."
"omygawd, i AM Living here!"
so, basically my brother and i moved into a very dangerous place, well, beggars cant be choosers, and i have no other place to go, not to mention i am poor, looks like i will be living off, PB&J sandwiches for quite a while. Our fridge, looks disgusting and people steal your food there.how long will i last? confusion..confusion, i dont know what to do with my life anymore, i am confused.
On top off that, i will be waking up everyday at 3 to get to school on time, and no, i will not transfer, if i wanted to do that, i might as well, go to new york with my dad. I love my friends and my school. I will be eating very little, cause i cant afford anything.
life can be more confusing when i add the word "love" into this.