So my birthday is the 6th of this month and I highly doubt that anyone will remember it...that's the sad part really. I understand that twenty-three isn't really a big deal for anyone but I would like to spend it with friends. I would hang out with my cousin but she just recently moved to Arizona..wow I miss her so effin much.*cries*. I really can' ( Read more... )

I know I haven't posted in awhile but better late than never eh...

So...what has happened since last time I wrote on the famous el-jay? Well my friend commits suicide, I move from BFE christmas to Oviedo again living with 6 people in an apartment. Fun times are to be had sometimes considering I live with Jeanine,Patrick,Alex,Ryan, and Gary..
I've met ( Read more... )

So some of you know that I joined this site called plentyoffish to meet new people. Well I did meet this one person. Hee hee. So I talk to this guy and he seems really sweet but he doesn't know wht I look like...so I send him a pic with every thought that he is going to take one look at me and tell me "im sorry but im not into big girls...lose some ( Read more... )

So this past week I have been called everything from the nicest person ever to a manipulative bitch. Lemme see...First off Derek was supposed to have a gaming party as in board games galore and alcohol and all that good stuff and he reminded me an Aimee for 2 fucking weeks about this damn party so the day comes we all get ready and we go over there ( Read more... )

So things have been going ok I guess. I still am living with jj and just recently Aimee my friend from New York just up and moved down to florida and is staying here as well. Hell...I didn't know she was coming down at all until one day she just showed up. But whatever! I don't have the heart to kick her out and apparently everybody loves her, and ( Read more... )

Last night one of my very good friends Derek decided to take our friend Aimee out to a club because she had only been in Florida for about a week or so. So joking we took her to the Parliament house and as funny as it she loved it which I was very suprised but after awhile I believe they forgot they had another friend there because they sure as ( Read more... )

So he's gone. Not like I just dropped him off at his house and I will see him in a few days...nope! This gone is like I just got done dropping him off at the airport so hecan go back to indiana. And as bad as I didn't want to after i left I started to cry a little bit because im going to miss him. He's not the most romantic and its true that we ( Read more... )

its sad....you ever feel like your not special at all? bout thats the way i feel as of now. yay for me!!!

So today besides the fact that I feel like complete shit but Alvin calls me and asks me if I know of a place to stay till Thursday, until he moves to indiana. Of course he is paying Jj fifty dollars to stay here and sleep on the couch. I do like to hang out with Alvin but hes been hitting on Natalie since we got here, and im just trying to keep my ( Read more... )

So apparently violence does not solve everything. Well as of now im living with Jj again. Hes helped me out so much. I just really hate moving around so damn much really. It really gets to me.