Its not love but I do like this feeling.
So some of you know that I joined this site called plentyoffish to meet new people. Well I did meet this one person. Hee hee. So I talk to this guy and he seems really sweet but he doesn't know wht I look like...so I send him a pic with every thought that he is going to take one look at me and tell me "im sorry but im not into big girls...lose some weight bitch"...no...he takes me by suprise and calls me gorgeous. I immediatly start blushing. Well as were talking we decide that we should meet up...of course I get nervous and start getting ready still with the thought in my head he is going to take one look at me and play stupid...I wouldn't be crushed but I would be a little hurt. I show up and doesn't really look like his picture but he is cute and very sweet. I give him a hug and suprisingly he hugs me back. ::I brought my friend Aimee just in case something was to happen that I would atleast have a support system.lol. She knows it and I love her for it...even though she was doped up on pain meds:: ~anyways~ So her and I sit down on one couch and he sits on the other and we start talking about everything from piercings to tattoos which he has 3 of and they are so awesome. Well starting off since I was nervous I didn't talk much at all and I was fearing that since those two were hitting it off more than him and I. Then for some reason she had to go to the car to get something and I decided to go sit by him to see what he does. Well it turned out for the best cause he put his arm around my waist and we stayed like that most of the night...either that or we were holding hands. And he kept tickling me which I didn't mind. Yes we did kiss and I got butterflies...something im not used to...but im happy. He thinks im awesome and sweet and pretty and I think he is handsome sweet and amazing. Hopefully this new thing will work out for the better. Im not reading to much into it but its nice to feel wanted. Don't y'all agree?