So since I have last updated I had my beautiful babies...Christian Tyler and Caleb Matthew, these boys are my life and I love them dearly. They are the best things that could of happened to me. Now on to some rather not so good news. The before mentioned Gary is OUT OF MY FUCKING LIFE. I found out a few months back that he had been cheating on me ( Read more... )

So I have a job at Perkins. I have been working there for about a 2 weeks or so and I think im getting pretty good at it..or so I think.lol.
Atleast its bringing in money. Im a hostess and till now I didn't understand how stressful being an hostess can be..*sighs*

PEOPLE ARE DICKHEADS SOMETIMES.

Tis all the ranting for now...

xoxo
niki

Last night Jeanine took out Raina,Hales,Herself,and Ryan to kobes. Delicious I tell you. Only one problem what's the fun going somewhere with a group of people when all they do is ignore you. I just sat there at the end of table and kept to myself. My theory is if your going to ignore someone the whole damn time...don't fucking invite them. At ( Read more... )

Im not a friggin' china doll damn. It seems I have all these limitations since im pregnant. I can't even lift a 12 pack of soda for christ sake. And how many people are going to hire someone who is pregnant? huh? Next to no-one. I  tell my friend that im doing laundry and he starts freaking out saying that I shouldn't exert myself to much. It's ( Read more... )

Some people asked why I went to the doctors when I had already taken 2 test and they both came out positive, I guess I just need re-assurence. And I wont lie because part of me was hoping the final test would come up negative...but no such luck. I personally think I'm to young to have a baby considering I'm not stable enough by any means to take ( Read more... )

So im pregnant...im scared. I don't know what to do.

How can this happen...

How happy am I. All my hard work payed off finally. As I recently told people I went job searching and was getting quite discouraged when no-one would call me back. I was filling out applications on the website snagajob.com and going all around waterford lakes filling out applications. Well today to my happy happy HAPPY surprise I first get a call ( Read more... )

My semi-interview went well. She looked very interested in having me. She said that she would call me in a day or so. I really I hope I get this job. It would make things alot more easier. Get some cash flow in dis bitch.lol. Haha.

The apartment situation is going to shit but my mindset for that as of now is I just don't give a fuck. Ya see last ( Read more... )

So gary and I talked and everything seems to be fine..which im thankful for. *smiles* Gary found out today that he has to go up to indiana for the final hearing for his child support and all that good stuff. I don't want him to go but he has to so he can get all of this shit straight and possibly see his little girl. I know he misses her and I ( Read more... )

So its seems I just can't shake this bad mood that I have been in lately and I don't know why. Im constantly annoyed with my roomates and I don't have a plausible reason to be. Normally they just don't talk to me so it's not like they have said anything to piss me off or anything. They have there own lives and im normally the odd man out. But oh ( Read more... )