Dec 31, 2010 00:14
So since I have last updated I had my beautiful babies...Christian Tyler and Caleb Matthew, these boys are my life and I love them dearly. They are the best things that could of happened to me. Now on to some rather not so good news. The before mentioned Gary is OUT OF MY FUCKING LIFE. I found out a few months back that he had been cheating on me since I was pregnant, granted before I broke up with him I had been feeling that I just wasn't happy and he obviously wasn't happy so one night I got a little to drunk and broke up with him and in a weeks time he was out of my apartment. He then went to Gainesville and royally screwed up his family there so he came back into town claiming he wanted to see his boys. On 4/20/2010 he came over to see the boys and procedded to get shit faced which resulted in him getting arrested after he hit me because I told him I wanted him to leave. Thankfully he is now in PA and if far far far away from me or my kids, not like it really matters considering he doesn't act like a fucking father anyway half the time.
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Since then I had to move back in with my parents because I could no longer afford my apartment but I have been dating this wonderful guy named Tony since April and I haven't been happier. He is wonderful. Not only does he love me but he loves my kids like they are his own. We have had our ups and downs it true but we have been taking it rather slow considering I don't think I could deal with another disappointment in my lfie right now. I currently have no job but on January 10th I'll be babysiting for a women for 200 dollars a week, that works for me lemme tell ya. My family life is less to be desired only because I remember why I moved out in the first place before I became pregnant, it was because of the favoritism within the house hold. My little sister is a spoiled little bitch but can get anything she wants and im here and don't get jack shit. I'm just suprised how much shit she cant get away with when she is only 16 but when I was 16 I wasn't able to half the shit she was able to do. Ugh. Well I guess that's all for now. I hope everyone has a happy new year. I know I sure will.