Shades (SEVEN)
Title: Shades
Pairing: KyuMin
Genre: Angst, Romance, Friendship, Dark, Smut, Yaoi, AU
Rating: NC-17
Length: Chaptered
Disclaimer: I do not own the characters and the plot. This is inspired by the novel 'Fifty Shades of Grey'
Warning: boy-to-boy relationships, language
Summary: Behind every beautiful face lie very dark secrets.
Previous Chapters:
Prologue 1 2 3 4 5 6
CHAPTER SEVEN - THE ‘INITIATION’
He makes me sit on a large bed which is not as big as what’s on the playroom, but it’s also nice. Only that it is equipped with pillows, bed sheets and blankets. His bedroom’s interior is almost the same as on the receiving area. Everything’s black and white. There is no other color aside from those two, well, except for the clothes we are wearing, though.
I look at him. He’s standing in front of me with his hands placed on his hips. He stares at me as if he’s observing me… maybe he really is.
Finally, after a minute of silence, he speaks, “So, how are we going to do this?”
“Do what?”
“This,” he spreads his arms shortly. “Before you go into this, if ever you will, I have to do the initiation.”
“Initiation?” Am I entering a fraternity?
His eyes darken as his face turn serious gradually. “I’ll take your virginity away.” Holy…
I blush. Gulping as I avoid his gaze, I suddenly feel that sensation I once had earlier this morning at the hotel.
He kneels on the bed and straddles me, his hand grabs my chin to make me look up at him, and it makes me excited.
Slowly, he leans his face closer to mine and I feel soft lips pressing onto mine. I immediately close my eyes as I kiss back, remembering our first kiss at the elevator. It is a soft and careful kiss, as I’ve observed, so, with all the courage I have, I try deepening it by tilting my head on a different angle and pushing my head towards him.
I could feel his smirk. He’s obviously enjoying this. Soon enough, I know that this kiss will grow hotter.
His free hand lands on my nape, pushing me more to him that I almost couldn’t breathe already. His tongue glides on my teeth, and I experimentally meet mine with his. Just the mere touch of our tongues made me shiver.
He chuckles lowly as he swirls that wet pink muscle of his with mine, my mind going blank at the feeling of domination on his part. His actions are no longer gentle, slow and careful. They are now rough and aggressive. Not that I’m complaining.
He unbuttons my shirt, groaning every time he finds it difficult to undo a button, and pushes me to lie on the bed when my upper body is already free from any clothing barrier, with my hands pinned above my head, his fingers firmly wrapped on my wrists.
His right hand let go of my wrist but his left one clamps it instead. He is now sucking my neck whilst he grabs something from the nightstand nearby. He drags my body upward, the hairs on my body standing when I hear a loud clicking sound.
And I feel a cold metal thing around my wrists: he handcuffed me.
He smirks at me as his eyes travel on my face.
To my shock, he reaches over me and my vision suddenly turns dark as a soft thick cloth touches my eyelids.
No, I didn’t pass out: he blindfolded me.
“Kyuhyun…” I whisper in an attempt to plead him to remove these; First, I can’t touch him. Second, I can’t see him. That sucks on my part. Then I remember that he doesn’t make love… he fucks.
“Ssh,” he places a finger on my lips. “This will be fun. You will like it, hyung.” Okay, that aroused me. If the way he calls me by my first name is sexy, then the way he calls me hyung is sexier, especially now that his voice is huskier than ever. My blood races in anticipation.
I, Lee Sungmin, will now witness how Cho Kyuhyun works on bed.
He moves to my ear and licks its lobe, whispering, “Don’t move until I tell you to do so.” Here goes authoritarian Kyuhyun. I only appreciate him being like that when we’re doing this.
I let out a yelp when I feel his lips on my neck, causing for him to chuckle before sucking on my skin. He makes loud slurping sounds as he travels the expanse of my neck, occasionally giving it bites, which is sort of painful, by the way.
I am not able to control a moan from escaping my throat as his skilled fingers work on my nub, flicking and pinching it alternately. He bites me on the collarbones and harshly nips my nipple at the same time. It really hurts that I wince and arch my back, but he pushes me to lie flat on the bed again, his torso pressed on mine to prevent me from moving.
“I told you not to move, hyung,” he hisses. I moan at the sound of ‘hyung’ from him.
“If you move again, I’ll spank you.”
“Y-Yes…” I breathily mutter. I don’t like people hitting me, but why didn’t I disagree when he said that? Dude, I look like I’m actually waiting for it to happen. Yes, because you love the feeling of his hands on your ass, slut. My subconscious said in a sing-song tune. If only I’m not cuffed and blindfolded, I will strangle him right now.
Oh, but I am right… Geez, shut up.
I am taken by surprise when he starts sucking my nipple, his tongue circling around it while his hand palms my erection. Oh god, it feels good… I moan louder this time, and despite him putting weight on his torso, I unconsciously arch my back, yet again.
He growls. “What did I tell you, huh?” I barely register that for the only thing I hear is the sound of my skin being slapped. There is a sharp sting on my side whenever I hear it. But I am not complaining. I actually kind of like it, though I’m a hundred percent sure that the area he hit me is now red.
This must be a very small part of what he calls ‘punishment.’ Once I sign that contract of his and be his submissive, I will experience greater pain than this from him. Physically and emotionally.
“Are you going to be a good boy now?”
“Yes…” I’ll try.
“Good.” He hums in approval and I feel that skillful tongue of his on the part where he hit me like he’s saying sorry for doing it, but he can’t blurt it out loud. After all, ‘I love you’ isn’t the hardest phrase to say, but it’s ‘I’m sorry.’ Why? Blame pride.
After easing me, he moves to my tummy, dipping his tongue on my navel as he unbuckles my belt. I bite my lower lip and try not to move for his tongue is doing wonders on me again.
He unzips my pants and pulls it down, removing my sneakers and socks after. Though I can’t see him, I can feel his gaze on my lower part - which is now aching for his touch.
I shiver as his fingers trace my inner thigh.
“Are you sure you’re a male? Your legs are like a woman’s.” says Kyuhyun, a hint of amusement is present on his voice. I just moan in response.
“Beautiful…” he mutters.
I let out guttural sounds as I feel his palm on my clothed member, rubbing it in a circular motion. “Oh, please…” I buck my hips up involuntarily and I instantly prepared myself on being hit again.
“Oh, you really want to be punished…” Fuck yes.
I am not able to speak back because he pulls my boxers down, my whole body trembling - in a good way - as air touches my member.
He hums first before he grabs my legs and moves it for me to lie sideways. As expected, I feel that familiar sting again. However this time, I felt it on one of my butt cheeks.
I bury my face on my arm, enduring the pain. There is no way that I’ll beg for him to stop though it hurts now. I count the blows he gives me - five on the right cheek and another five on the left. Just like what he did earlier, he caresses it gently after hitting it.
“Nice ass,” he remarks as he gave my butt its last slap. It’s just lighter unlike the others. It’s playful. I can tell that he is smirking now. Does he enjoy seeing someone in pain?
“Don’t move.” He probably said that because he knows that my skin is still aching. He’s got some heart, at least.
I feel him jump off the bed. He must be stripping now since I hear clothes being thrown to the floor. Holy bunny, I want to see him naked! This morning doesn’t count because he is just half-naked.
This is it. All those erotic thoughts of him are now going to happen. I am not only imagining it, it is for real! I wonder how it feels when he is already inside me. I bet he is gifted because he’s so proud of himself.
The bed sinks and he finally makes me be positioned properly. I shortly groan. I hear rumbling of objects but I don’t know what those are. Maybe the fun of being blindfolded is guessing what Kyuhyun will do next. So far, it looks like I’m enjoying this.
He parts my legs wide and he positions himself in between. I moan when I feel his cock brush on my entrance. Fuck, I need him now.
He chuckles. “Relax, we’ll come to that. I just need to prepare you because you are a virgin.” What does he mean by preparing me?
My question is answered as a wet finger enters my hole. He must have coated it with a lubricant. Still, it hurts! He thrusts it on me slowly while he adds another finger, also adding to the intensity of the twinge. I whimper as I wriggle my wrists and arch my back. I don’t care anymore if he will spank me again for this hurts more!
It seems that he didn’t mind me moving for he just continues what he is doing. At the addition of the third finger, he thrusts faster, and weirdly, all I feel now is pleasure. I moan for more. I want more. I want him to go faster, to go harder, and to go deeper.
I can hear him muttering curses and his breathing grows gruff.
“Fuck this.” He hissed as he withdraws his fingers, much to my disappointment.
“Kyuhyu-” I was cut by the intrusion of his hard member on my hole. Holy shit this fucking hurts!
“So… tight…”
He slowly penetrates me while giving my lips sloppy kisses and my butt firm squeezes. I soon forget the ache on my bottom part, especially when he starts moving, slamming onto me in a fast pace, making me a moaning mess.
“Kyuhyun…”
He holds my hips and changes the angle of his thrusts. “Yes, baby, moan my name…”
I comply. I continuously moan his name like a mantra, digging my fingers on the back of my hands since I’m itching to touch Kyuhyun right now. Still, I won’t beg. I’ll wait for him to do it. It doesn’t have to be now for I know that this won’t be the last time this will happen.
Finally, he removes the blindfold. I squint to adjust my vision, with Kyuhyun’s sweaty figure welcomes my sight. I have no time to examine his body for he rams faster and harder now, pleasure in me reaches its peak when he hits my prostate.
My moans get louder as I move my hips in sync with his thrusting. All I hear are my moans, Kyuhyun’s ragged breathing, our skins slapping, the bed creaking, and my own heartbeat. They all mix in my ears that I sometimes can’t determine which is which.
“You are so beautiful…” he mumbles whilst he holds my hips and bends over me, meeting our lips in a messy kiss.
Something pools in my stomach, and I feel the need to let it out this instant. The same sensation I had while I masturbated… in front of Kyuhyun.
“Kyu…”
He bites my earlobe. “Cum for me, baby…”
As if on cue, I release in between our tummies, letting out a loud moan when Kyuhyun speeds up his shoving.
He pulls out from me and removes a rubber thing on his shaft. I frown.
He scoots toward my face to place the tip of his cock on my parted mouth, and there he shoots his cum while groaning. I swallow the white sticky liquid coming from it.
When he finishes, he leans over to crash his lips with my swollen ones, his tongue exploring my cavern to taste his cum. I was so into the kiss that I didn’t notice at first that he freed me from the cuffs and even wrap my arms around his neck to pull him closer.
He lifts my body and places my head on a pillow, our mouths still connected with each other. Pulling away from the kiss, I stare at him in the eyes and ask, “Why did you use condom? I won’t get pregnant…”
He chuckles as he brushes the hair on my forehead away. “Yes, but we’re trying to prevent getting some disease here, aren’t we?”
He kisses my forehead and moves to leap out of the bed, but I swiftly take hold of his wrist. He looks at me with a puzzled expression on his face.
“Don’t go…” I sound like I’m so broken and pleading. After all, I don’t want him leaving me to sleep alone on a large bed like this. I like the feeling of his warm body pressed onto mine.
He sighs and lies beside me, sliding an arm under my neck. I bury my face on his neck as I place an arm on chest. I didn’t fail to notice that he flinched, but I just shrug it off thinking that he isn’t used to this kind of intimacy, being the Dominant he is.
“About the contract…” I whisper, slowly feeling my eyelids dropping.
“Ssh,” he kisses the top of my head. “Don’t think about it for now. I will give you the time you want. Sleep now.”
“But…”
“Sleep.”
Tiredness enveloping my body, I surrender and nod before drifting to sleep.
“Good night, Kyu.”
“Good night, Sungmin-hyung.”
TO BE CONTINUED
-It is hard to write smut that is on a first person’s point of view. Ugh.
-I don’t know if this is the exact happening from the book since I stopped basing from it now and change its direction, though there will be scenes which will be somehow the same from it.
-Did you enjoy reading it? BAFBUWGBFLLJGBFA I’ll just hide under Sungmin’s inner god’s red dress for now. Tell me when you’re done and I’ll go out hehehe
Pairing: KyuMin
Genre: Angst, Romance, Friendship, Dark, Smut, Yaoi, AU
Rating: NC-17
Length: Chaptered
Disclaimer: I do not own the characters and the plot. This is inspired by the novel 'Fifty Shades of Grey'
Warning: boy-to-boy relationships, language
Summary: Behind every beautiful face lie very dark secrets.
Previous Chapters:
Prologue 1 2 3 4 5 6
CHAPTER SEVEN - THE ‘INITIATION’
He makes me sit on a large bed which is not as big as what’s on the playroom, but it’s also nice. Only that it is equipped with pillows, bed sheets and blankets. His bedroom’s interior is almost the same as on the receiving area. Everything’s black and white. There is no other color aside from those two, well, except for the clothes we are wearing, though.
I look at him. He’s standing in front of me with his hands placed on his hips. He stares at me as if he’s observing me… maybe he really is.
Finally, after a minute of silence, he speaks, “So, how are we going to do this?”
“Do what?”
“This,” he spreads his arms shortly. “Before you go into this, if ever you will, I have to do the initiation.”
“Initiation?” Am I entering a fraternity?
His eyes darken as his face turn serious gradually. “I’ll take your virginity away.” Holy…
I blush. Gulping as I avoid his gaze, I suddenly feel that sensation I once had earlier this morning at the hotel.
He kneels on the bed and straddles me, his hand grabs my chin to make me look up at him, and it makes me excited.
Slowly, he leans his face closer to mine and I feel soft lips pressing onto mine. I immediately close my eyes as I kiss back, remembering our first kiss at the elevator. It is a soft and careful kiss, as I’ve observed, so, with all the courage I have, I try deepening it by tilting my head on a different angle and pushing my head towards him.
I could feel his smirk. He’s obviously enjoying this. Soon enough, I know that this kiss will grow hotter.
His free hand lands on my nape, pushing me more to him that I almost couldn’t breathe already. His tongue glides on my teeth, and I experimentally meet mine with his. Just the mere touch of our tongues made me shiver.
He chuckles lowly as he swirls that wet pink muscle of his with mine, my mind going blank at the feeling of domination on his part. His actions are no longer gentle, slow and careful. They are now rough and aggressive. Not that I’m complaining.
He unbuttons my shirt, groaning every time he finds it difficult to undo a button, and pushes me to lie on the bed when my upper body is already free from any clothing barrier, with my hands pinned above my head, his fingers firmly wrapped on my wrists.
His right hand let go of my wrist but his left one clamps it instead. He is now sucking my neck whilst he grabs something from the nightstand nearby. He drags my body upward, the hairs on my body standing when I hear a loud clicking sound.
And I feel a cold metal thing around my wrists: he handcuffed me.
He smirks at me as his eyes travel on my face.
To my shock, he reaches over me and my vision suddenly turns dark as a soft thick cloth touches my eyelids.
No, I didn’t pass out: he blindfolded me.
“Kyuhyun…” I whisper in an attempt to plead him to remove these; First, I can’t touch him. Second, I can’t see him. That sucks on my part. Then I remember that he doesn’t make love… he fucks.
“Ssh,” he places a finger on my lips. “This will be fun. You will like it, hyung.” Okay, that aroused me. If the way he calls me by my first name is sexy, then the way he calls me hyung is sexier, especially now that his voice is huskier than ever. My blood races in anticipation.
I, Lee Sungmin, will now witness how Cho Kyuhyun works on bed.
He moves to my ear and licks its lobe, whispering, “Don’t move until I tell you to do so.” Here goes authoritarian Kyuhyun. I only appreciate him being like that when we’re doing this.
I let out a yelp when I feel his lips on my neck, causing for him to chuckle before sucking on my skin. He makes loud slurping sounds as he travels the expanse of my neck, occasionally giving it bites, which is sort of painful, by the way.
I am not able to control a moan from escaping my throat as his skilled fingers work on my nub, flicking and pinching it alternately. He bites me on the collarbones and harshly nips my nipple at the same time. It really hurts that I wince and arch my back, but he pushes me to lie flat on the bed again, his torso pressed on mine to prevent me from moving.
“I told you not to move, hyung,” he hisses. I moan at the sound of ‘hyung’ from him.
“If you move again, I’ll spank you.”
“Y-Yes…” I breathily mutter. I don’t like people hitting me, but why didn’t I disagree when he said that? Dude, I look like I’m actually waiting for it to happen. Yes, because you love the feeling of his hands on your ass, slut. My subconscious said in a sing-song tune. If only I’m not cuffed and blindfolded, I will strangle him right now.
Oh, but I am right… Geez, shut up.
I am taken by surprise when he starts sucking my nipple, his tongue circling around it while his hand palms my erection. Oh god, it feels good… I moan louder this time, and despite him putting weight on his torso, I unconsciously arch my back, yet again.
He growls. “What did I tell you, huh?” I barely register that for the only thing I hear is the sound of my skin being slapped. There is a sharp sting on my side whenever I hear it. But I am not complaining. I actually kind of like it, though I’m a hundred percent sure that the area he hit me is now red.
This must be a very small part of what he calls ‘punishment.’ Once I sign that contract of his and be his submissive, I will experience greater pain than this from him. Physically and emotionally.
“Are you going to be a good boy now?”
“Yes…” I’ll try.
“Good.” He hums in approval and I feel that skillful tongue of his on the part where he hit me like he’s saying sorry for doing it, but he can’t blurt it out loud. After all, ‘I love you’ isn’t the hardest phrase to say, but it’s ‘I’m sorry.’ Why? Blame pride.
After easing me, he moves to my tummy, dipping his tongue on my navel as he unbuckles my belt. I bite my lower lip and try not to move for his tongue is doing wonders on me again.
He unzips my pants and pulls it down, removing my sneakers and socks after. Though I can’t see him, I can feel his gaze on my lower part - which is now aching for his touch.
I shiver as his fingers trace my inner thigh.
“Are you sure you’re a male? Your legs are like a woman’s.” says Kyuhyun, a hint of amusement is present on his voice. I just moan in response.
“Beautiful…” he mutters.
I let out guttural sounds as I feel his palm on my clothed member, rubbing it in a circular motion. “Oh, please…” I buck my hips up involuntarily and I instantly prepared myself on being hit again.
“Oh, you really want to be punished…” Fuck yes.
I am not able to speak back because he pulls my boxers down, my whole body trembling - in a good way - as air touches my member.
He hums first before he grabs my legs and moves it for me to lie sideways. As expected, I feel that familiar sting again. However this time, I felt it on one of my butt cheeks.
I bury my face on my arm, enduring the pain. There is no way that I’ll beg for him to stop though it hurts now. I count the blows he gives me - five on the right cheek and another five on the left. Just like what he did earlier, he caresses it gently after hitting it.
“Nice ass,” he remarks as he gave my butt its last slap. It’s just lighter unlike the others. It’s playful. I can tell that he is smirking now. Does he enjoy seeing someone in pain?
“Don’t move.” He probably said that because he knows that my skin is still aching. He’s got some heart, at least.
I feel him jump off the bed. He must be stripping now since I hear clothes being thrown to the floor. Holy bunny, I want to see him naked! This morning doesn’t count because he is just half-naked.
This is it. All those erotic thoughts of him are now going to happen. I am not only imagining it, it is for real! I wonder how it feels when he is already inside me. I bet he is gifted because he’s so proud of himself.
The bed sinks and he finally makes me be positioned properly. I shortly groan. I hear rumbling of objects but I don’t know what those are. Maybe the fun of being blindfolded is guessing what Kyuhyun will do next. So far, it looks like I’m enjoying this.
He parts my legs wide and he positions himself in between. I moan when I feel his cock brush on my entrance. Fuck, I need him now.
He chuckles. “Relax, we’ll come to that. I just need to prepare you because you are a virgin.” What does he mean by preparing me?
My question is answered as a wet finger enters my hole. He must have coated it with a lubricant. Still, it hurts! He thrusts it on me slowly while he adds another finger, also adding to the intensity of the twinge. I whimper as I wriggle my wrists and arch my back. I don’t care anymore if he will spank me again for this hurts more!
It seems that he didn’t mind me moving for he just continues what he is doing. At the addition of the third finger, he thrusts faster, and weirdly, all I feel now is pleasure. I moan for more. I want more. I want him to go faster, to go harder, and to go deeper.
I can hear him muttering curses and his breathing grows gruff.
“Fuck this.” He hissed as he withdraws his fingers, much to my disappointment.
“Kyuhyu-” I was cut by the intrusion of his hard member on my hole. Holy shit this fucking hurts!
“So… tight…”
He slowly penetrates me while giving my lips sloppy kisses and my butt firm squeezes. I soon forget the ache on my bottom part, especially when he starts moving, slamming onto me in a fast pace, making me a moaning mess.
“Kyuhyun…”
He holds my hips and changes the angle of his thrusts. “Yes, baby, moan my name…”
I comply. I continuously moan his name like a mantra, digging my fingers on the back of my hands since I’m itching to touch Kyuhyun right now. Still, I won’t beg. I’ll wait for him to do it. It doesn’t have to be now for I know that this won’t be the last time this will happen.
Finally, he removes the blindfold. I squint to adjust my vision, with Kyuhyun’s sweaty figure welcomes my sight. I have no time to examine his body for he rams faster and harder now, pleasure in me reaches its peak when he hits my prostate.
My moans get louder as I move my hips in sync with his thrusting. All I hear are my moans, Kyuhyun’s ragged breathing, our skins slapping, the bed creaking, and my own heartbeat. They all mix in my ears that I sometimes can’t determine which is which.
“You are so beautiful…” he mumbles whilst he holds my hips and bends over me, meeting our lips in a messy kiss.
Something pools in my stomach, and I feel the need to let it out this instant. The same sensation I had while I masturbated… in front of Kyuhyun.
“Kyu…”
He bites my earlobe. “Cum for me, baby…”
As if on cue, I release in between our tummies, letting out a loud moan when Kyuhyun speeds up his shoving.
He pulls out from me and removes a rubber thing on his shaft. I frown.
He scoots toward my face to place the tip of his cock on my parted mouth, and there he shoots his cum while groaning. I swallow the white sticky liquid coming from it.
When he finishes, he leans over to crash his lips with my swollen ones, his tongue exploring my cavern to taste his cum. I was so into the kiss that I didn’t notice at first that he freed me from the cuffs and even wrap my arms around his neck to pull him closer.
He lifts my body and places my head on a pillow, our mouths still connected with each other. Pulling away from the kiss, I stare at him in the eyes and ask, “Why did you use condom? I won’t get pregnant…”
He chuckles as he brushes the hair on my forehead away. “Yes, but we’re trying to prevent getting some disease here, aren’t we?”
He kisses my forehead and moves to leap out of the bed, but I swiftly take hold of his wrist. He looks at me with a puzzled expression on his face.
“Don’t go…” I sound like I’m so broken and pleading. After all, I don’t want him leaving me to sleep alone on a large bed like this. I like the feeling of his warm body pressed onto mine.
He sighs and lies beside me, sliding an arm under my neck. I bury my face on his neck as I place an arm on chest. I didn’t fail to notice that he flinched, but I just shrug it off thinking that he isn’t used to this kind of intimacy, being the Dominant he is.
“About the contract…” I whisper, slowly feeling my eyelids dropping.
“Ssh,” he kisses the top of my head. “Don’t think about it for now. I will give you the time you want. Sleep now.”
“But…”
“Sleep.”
Tiredness enveloping my body, I surrender and nod before drifting to sleep.
“Good night, Kyu.”
“Good night, Sungmin-hyung.”
TO BE CONTINUED
-It is hard to write smut that is on a first person’s point of view. Ugh.
-I don’t know if this is the exact happening from the book since I stopped basing from it now and change its direction, though there will be scenes which will be somehow the same from it.
-Did you enjoy reading it? BAFBUWGBFLLJGBFA I’ll just hide under Sungmin’s inner god’s red dress for now. Tell me when you’re done and I’ll go out hehehe