One Time

Nov 04, 2012 00:05

Title: One Time
Pairing/s: Yesung/Sungmin; mentioned!Kyuhyun/Sungmin
Genre: Angst, Fantasy, Romance, AU
Rating: R
Length: One-shot
Disclaimer: I don't own any of the characters
Warnings: boy-to-boy relationships, language, explicit contents
Summary: He just wants to show his master how much he loves him... even if it's just for one time.

A/N: Plot idea from Rei. It's not the exact one she gave me, but it's somewhere near Hahahaha.



We are two worlds apart.

I already accepted that obvious fact ever since the second I realized that I'm harboring feelings for my master. It's wrong. It really is wrong. When I said that we're two worlds apart, I meant it literally, not just some cliched drama line. I am not an alien - so as what they call it, but I'm not human either.

I am... a turtle.

My owner, Master Sungmin, purchased me two months ago. He took good care of me like I am his younger brother or his own son, and I really am grateful for that since my past owners never paid this much attention to me.

I feel so special.

But then, as days and weeks passed by, forbidden thoughts regarding my master cross through my mind. I know I am not already treating him merely as an owner, but something more... something different... something unforgivable.

I fell in love with my master.

I don't think this could be considered as unforgivable in my part since I am an animal, so the proper term could be... disgusting? No one could really forbid me from loving my master since that is my job as his pet, and I already settled myself in being contented on admiring and loving him from afar, still, I feel so bad about it. Even if I'm a human, I don't have any chances of being with this beautiful person.

Because someone already owns his heart.

I admit that I totally get jealous whenever he's lovey dovey with his boyfriend, Kyuhyun, in front of me. But what could I do? I can only watch them in envy and listen to Sungmin's stories of how wonderful his lover is. Though there are cold nights that Sungmin will cry because of Kyuhyun and seeks comfort from his pet, me, Kyuhyun is a very nice guy and I can see that he loves Sungmin very much.

I am more than happy to know that.

Still, I badly want to let him know how much I love him. I want to tell him and make him feel it. I, in my current turtle state, cannot express it to him using the way I wanted to. I wished that I could be human too...

Even for just a few hours.

"Be careful on what you wish for 'cos you just might get it."

He blinks those adorable round orbs of his, staring at me as if I'm a ghost. To be honest, I'm not the only one who thinks like that. If I'm in his position, I won't just stare at my pet turtle. I will freak out. Why?

I just turned to a human.

It was just last night when I wished being a human, then I woke up lying on my master's bed - which he rarely does - and he is already gawking at me, staring at me from head to toe. I only realized the change on my entire body when I unconsciously sat and my gaze accidentally fell on my legs.

"Yesung?" he called me in a soft whisper. Yep, that's the name he gave me. What a weird name for a turtle, right? But my Minnie is still adorable like that.

Oh how I want to pinch his cheeks because of his cuteness. I see his eyes falling to my body, with me still admiring the blush painting his face. And when I follow his gaze, that’s when I realize that I am stark naked. Where is my shell?

“Yesung?” he repeated, his face turning redder now.

I want to say that yes, this is me, but I don’t know how to. I never spoke. The only sounds I know I can make are my soft whines to my master whenever I’m hungry or I want his attention.

Maybe this is the time for me to show my master how much I love him. I will not let this chance slip my hand now that I have it. This will be the first and last time I’ll be able to do this. There’s no turning back. I know I will not regret anything after this.

Just one time… just this one time… please let me have him.

Slowly and hesitantly, I inch closer to his face. He doesn’t budge; he continues staring at me and his fox-like eyes grow wide as saucers. I try remembering what Kyuhyun does, and so that’s what I did.

I close my eyes as I feel my lips gently touching his soft ones. I stop breathing for a while, preparing myself to be pushed away; however, nothing came. I almost sighed in relief when he kisses back, slowly wrapping both of his arms around my neck.

I love the feeling of his lips on mine. They’re so soft and plump. I can taste something sweet from it… I don’t know what to compare it with, but it is indeed sweet, just like its owner’s personality.

He deepens the kiss. I am already contented by just this; being able to touch him like this, to feel his breath on my face like this, and to kiss him like this. This is more than what I wished for, but I wanted more. I wanted more than this. I want to feel more of him just like Kyuhyun.

There are nights when I see them on this same bed doing intimate things, and I can’t help but get jealous, more like envious, for I will never get to experience that with Sungmin. I can only watch in pain on how Kyuhyun takes Sungmin’s body as his, and how Sungmin succumb to being taken.

Never have I thought I will now have Sungmin under my body, the beauty of his face being reflected by the radiance of the moon. He is breathtakingly captivating. He is asking me for more. I don’t know what exactly it is, so I just give him what I think would feel good.

As the barrier on his skin is gradually being removed, the excitement in me grows much more intense. His skin is as sweet and soft as his lips that I will never get tired of tasting it. I feel him writhing under me as I travel the expanse of his skin, making sure on not leaving a single trace untouched.

My mind goes blank; I do everything for the sounds he creates to get louder because that would be the sign for me that I am doing the right thing and he is loving it as much as I do.

“Take me”

Those two words were like automatically programmed in my brain and my body reacts to what my brain tells me. He screams when I enter him. I stop halfway and look for any sign of pain on his face.

“Go on”

I bury myself deeper in him, and a familiar sound comes out from my throat at the feeling of Sungmin’s walls tightening around me. It is not the usual thing I make, but I often hear it from Kyuhyun and Sungmin. Not so long, I hear it again. Not from me, but from Sungmin. And then those sounds coming from us mix in my ears.

It’s like music. It’s beautiful.

His stunning eyes are glistening as they look at me as if he is pleading, his m-shaped lips slightly parting to gasp for air.

I move, and he moans. The faster I go, the louder his screams are. The deeper I bury myself, the tighter his grip on my arms is.

“Sungmin” I unconsciously hiss.

For a while, it seems my brain and heart stop functioning, but what I hear next from him served as a fuel to me.

“Yesung” he breathes.

I love the way my name comes out from those luscious lips of his, especially now that his voice is low and husky; not his usual cute and squeaky one. I will do anything just to hear him say that again like this. Then again, this most probably is the first and last time I will get to.

He smiles, and it added effect on his worn out face. I just fell in love for him again.

“Your name suits you. Your voice is so beautiful. I love hearing it”

I want to burst out crying because of what he said. My loved one just told me that he loves hearing my voice. Oh if only I could, I would gladly sing for you every night before you sleep… just like Kyuhyun.

I feel something in my stomach, but I don’t pay heed. I just continue what I was doing until I release inside Sungmin. Soon after, he spurts white sticky liquid in between our abs.

We stay there, panting, never tearing our gazes away from each other. I don’t want this moment to last. I will keep this forever in my memory. Even if it’s just a dream.

A kiss to his forehead and the angel, my angel, drifts to dreamland.

“I love you” I whisper on his ears, but I doubt that he gets to hear it. It’s okay. At least I am able to say it to him once.

I pull out from him, my whole body feels the sudden emptiness it brought me. I may not stop loving him, but having to utter those three words to him personally filled my contentment. I don’t regret anything that happened between us this night. Besides, I’m sure that he won’t say a thing about this to his lover.

As long as he takes care of me, as long as he still smiles at me, as long as he talks sweetly to me, as long as he treats me more special than just a pet, as long as he is my master, as long as he is Sungmin… I am happy… and I will still love him.

Darkness overtakes me after minutes of admiring my owner - the one who owns my heart, my everything. And I know that for the next morning, I give him back to Kyuhyun.

We’re back to being master and pet.

END

-Unbetaed. :DD
-This isn’t the exact thing Rei gave me… but it’s already somewhere near… whatever. :D
-I haven’t written YeMin in forever, so forgive me for the randomness. My YeMin feels are alive recently. Sorry for the onesided!YeMin. My OTP heart is still sailing above it…
-This is what I get for being bored in the province. Hahaha.
-No sequel //runs
-How was it? :)))

character:yesung, genre:angst, character:sungmin, length:oneshot, pairing:yemin, genre:smut

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