I went outside to the courtyard tonight, it was different than any other night. There were fireworks tonight and with the view, I could see them going off all over the city. It was beautiful ( Read more... )

I got asked today how I feel, being a guinea pig ( Read more... )

Well, only in some ways. Anywho, tomorrow marks the one week point until my surgery, and the countdown shall begin..... YOU PEOPLE BETTER VISIT!!
=D
I love youse all. I need a cigarette. I need some booze. Jeebas.

~Nat

( Oh yeah...right there..yeah.. )

Well I'm in the Hospital now. I've been here for three and a half days and already I find myself falling into the pattern of looking forward to meal times becuase it's an event in the day. What I wouldn't give for something to do. Something enjoyable, with other people that are also enjoyable individuals. Gods I wish i could like, import various ( Read more... )

This will more than likely be my last entry for very possibly a year. I hope not but I don't know. If I have internet access I'll be sure to send everyone e-mail in the very least. I'll miss you all and I love you all.

Love very very much,
Nat

Well, lessee.. I didn't sleep too well, eh, not unusual, but I did feel violently ill when I went to sit up, lovely, yes I know. It went away after a while of resisting the urge to vomit, hurray. Round about 3 I get a call, it's a friend, Chris, he's rounding up Mer and Duppa and stealing me away. Fine by me, I love thems ^.^ I got a lovely suprise ( Read more... )

Eh, I got woken up this morning, i'd only been asleep for mebe 3 hours. It was my mom, she wanted to go for a walk. Course I asked her to go yesterday, but meh. I dragged my sorry ass outta bed, got dressed quickly (they only call when they're about to get here -_-), brushed my teeth and headed downstairs. On the way out one of the old ladies who ( Read more... )

( Bite meh! )

Look into the sky ( Read more... )