Gargh

[ayanna84]

Well I'm in the Hospital now. I've been here for three and a half days and already I find myself falling into the pattern of looking forward to meal times becuase it's an event in the day. What I wouldn't give for something to do. Something enjoyable, with other people that are also enjoyable individuals. Gods I wish i could like, import various people from various countries. Either way it's all rather depressing. That I haven't been sleeping well doesn't help with that either. On the other hand I can pretty much do whatever I want (not that I have ANYTHING to do) whenever I want, thanks to the fact that I'm here for pre-therapy right now. On a slightly awesome and foolish on their part, note, I have the keycode to open a door at the back of the hospital after hours. So in short I can get in and out no matter what time it is. all In all, I'm just glad that at least I have internet acess, so many people I would miss talking too, all too much.

Before I go, Lyrics to the song I'm listening to now and absolutely love:

Vast - Flames

Close your eyes
Let me touch you now
Let me give you something that is real
Close the door
Leave your fears behind
Let me give you what you're giving me

You are the only thing
That makes me want to live at all
When I am with you
There's no reason to pretend
That when I am with you,
I feel flames again

Just put me inside you
I would never ever leave
Just put me inside you
I would never ever leave
You

I love you all,
~Nat