life is brutal, its a royal pain in the ass and it's especailly hard to live it when nothing is going your way and your forced to live in a very unfortunate sistuation. It's brutal when people can't trust or let what you have done in the past go. and no matter how hard you try to prove to everyone especailly your family that your not what you use ( Read more... )

Don't you hate when you trust to much. then get stabbed in the fucking back. i hate trust just like i hate people that break it. why do i feel like everyones twisted out to trick me lie to me make me believe things that will never happen or never exsisted in the first place. I want to trust but how can I. how can I trust when everytime i trust ( Read more... )

I hate pain, I hate hurting. I hate what it does to me how makes me feel. how I try everything in my power to make it leave, but no matter what I do it doesn't leave it just gets worse. how I lash out on people and hurt them and give them my pains. I fucking hate it, I hate how it's hard to function normally or how it makes it a painful process to ( Read more... )

life has been great lately. I just back from south africa it was amazing.It was worth the 18 hour flight. I love being 18 and the fact that my parents are trusting me more. i'm not in trouble anymore and i'm so much happier.

Well fuck life its shitty right. I'm under house arrest but hopefully it won't last much longer. i hate being a fuck up its sucks dick. bye

well my life's fucked up right now. i'm underhouse arrest and it sucks. i miss having freedom, i miss being able to do whatever the fuck i want. i just want my fucking life back. i hate fucking up

I got slapped in the dace with reality.ouch

I've lost 20 pounds since jr. year. I feel week. i use to be heavy but it seems like. i just keep loosing more and morewieght as i get older. my teacher asked me today if i was anerexic wtf is that shit. but the thing is i don't want to eat, the sound of food makes me feel fat. i don't care if poeple think i'm 2 thin food when I eat i just feel ( Read more... )

I love life right now. I love not being in trouble and being able to do whatever I want. I how my parents dont quetion who I hang out with anymore. I love how can get drunk and not get caught.I finally figured out how to play it cool with my parents when I'm drunk. I come home drunk all the time and they never know i fucking love it. I love how I ( Read more... )

God, I can't tell you how fucking tired I am of school. I just dont give a shit anymore. I can't wait to be done with high school,I'm so ready for college. I'm ready for life, to get out of my house, I'm ready to be free and make my own dicions. I know I'll do well. o yeah me and cody got in fight and broke up, but its for the better. I can't wait ( Read more... )