trust
Don't you hate when you trust to much. then get stabbed in the fucking back. i hate trust just like i hate people that break it. why do i feel like everyones twisted out to trick me lie to me make me believe things that will never happen or never exsisted in the first place. I want to trust but how can I. how can I trust when everytime i trust someone a little bit it gets broken. you know what I take broken trust as, i take as a fuck you to me i take it as i don't care i don't mind hurting you. i hate lies i'd whether be told the truth then a lie b/c you know what i'll eventually find out the truth people always do. and i'd rather be less hurt than most hurt or sometimes thankful for the truth even though it's cold. I hate fear thats drives you to lies. just face it, face the person that your honest with being a little hurt. just think about how much more upset they'll be when they find out whats really going on later. lies r trash so everyone that lies is trash. i'm done rambling