i am now employed thanx to our friend Laura. this is good because i need money. this is bad because it is not a bartending job. but maybe i'll still be able to find a gig on the weekends. and with my tutoring and chauffer jobs i'll have oodles of spending money and be able to put whole paychecks in the bank ( Read more... )

i'm so fucking completely bored with life... i know there are a million things i need to do to get out of this rut (and that i could do to get out of this rut), but my mind is just not focusing... i wander between the house and my room with no idea of what i'm doing. i go to bed at night knowing i have a great many things to accomplish the next ( Read more... )

glorious days of laziness... i love rainy weather.

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i'm really tired of somehow consistently feeling like i keep falling into this role... this role of the loser waiting for life to come to him... even when i try so hard get out and experience life. but it seems that just getting out of the house will no longer suffice. these are most certainly desperate times ( Read more... )

tonight i wish i had had somewhere to go and someone to lie next to.

...and the moments in which i feel alive are all that give me hope...
sometimes i wonder if all this is real...
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( images of unspeakable horror )

i'm going on some viking raids this evening... raping and pillaging... making off with tons of booty... then drinking mead late into the night... anyone who joins me will be well rewarded with riches and with honour.

Grant Thomasson

i graduated bartending school today. i have a certificate and everything. so yeah, you bring the booze, i make the drinks, we'll all get wasted.

"why do i fall in love with every woman i see who shows me the least bit of attention?"

...i now have a crush on this girl who works at streetlight.

i've been studying for the better part of all day. tomorrow i will pass my written final exam. i have to say i'm a little nervous to become a bartender ( Read more... )