truth be told, i haven't been exactly 100% stoked on leaving this place just as it seems like my life here is actually beginning to show promise for improvement and possible happiness ( Read more... )

~ a year ago tonight i was finding comfort in a knife.

~ the two loves of my life were only ever to be enjoyed for no longer than 5 days. i guess that's what made them special.

~ my dreams of late have become increasingly vivid. i don't really know what to make of them.

there is absolutely way too much that i want to do with this life i've been granted... and i feel like i have already wasted so much precious time ( Read more... )

March 15th. 8:53AM.

.my countdown to departure has officially begun.

sometimes i can't help but think:

we don't have much time.

good morning joan ( Read more... )

who says we need daylight anyways?

there is nothing left inside. my insecurities persist. they continue to destroy my will. there was never hope here. this life holds nothing but empty promises and cold hearts. a darkened path stretches out before me. there is no turning back. there will be no angels. there will be no hope. there will be no salvation. despair and loneliness, my ( Read more... )

rest in peace Maggie


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so i now have in my possession my Permanent Records... i now control my destiny...