this self-inflicted state of mind.

[awakenedshadows]

i'm so fucking completely bored with life... i know there are a million things i need to do to get out of this rut (and that i could do to get out of this rut), but my mind is just not focusing... i wander between the house and my room with no idea of what i'm doing. i go to bed at night knowing i have a great many things to accomplish the next

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[socokilling]

"maybe i'm depressed and i don't even know it..."

hahahahaha depresion is my fuel it keeps me going.

[awakenedshadows]

it's a delicate task using depression for fuel... if you don't keep it carefully controlled it can become poisonous.