fourteen days past thanksgiving, fourteen days late for christmas madness. i decided to finally go into the decorations and start decorating the house. but as i was pulling apart lights, looking at ornaments that accumulated over the years, i realized that this just inst the same. i have no reason to want to put any of these brightly colored ( Read more... )

yup... my best friend is homeless. but shes doing fine now... shes moving in with her mom within a month, somewhere off of nob hill and oakland. but in the mean time, she has my house key so she'll never have to feel homeless and un loved <3 in a week we have her grandparents house all to our selfs over in ft. lauderdale. soo, expect some ( Read more... )

tonight i was really pissed off. or maybe i was hurt. or maybe i was sad. whatever the case may be, i wanted to take a knife to someones throat, slit it, and watch a crimson river drop to the floor like a soft rain. just SOMETHING to keep me sane; to slow my restless mind and show me this life is real and not some made up fantasy, a short matinee ( Read more... )

smash.bam.anotherdaywastedinmyhouse,watchingpeopleontvwiththeirperfectlives,effortlessproblmes,onesthatiwishihad.howsthisfortv...fuckyou.

.ihatechristmas.

last night, bethany and i rode a mechanical bull. we were good... very very good at it. his name was wild willie. and we tamed that bitch..

thank you will (not the bull) for letting us experiance the ride on wild willie.

will you be bored tomorrow ( Read more... )

last night was seriously the best! FUCKING THRICE ROCKS ( Read more... )

bethany, move out with me. i found some good old cheap apartments up in tally.

there is no retaliation in suicide. when people are murdered, via accident or otherwise, theres always a need for revenge. Through physical pain, emotional or even financially. But in this case, theres no one to take out the anger on. it remains an open door of emotions ( Read more... )

going to the bouncing souls show with someone who i dont remember looks like. i know the kids name, just dont remember his face and im suppose to meet him in front of the library at school but theres like fifty people out front.

prehaps ill make a sign.