It's funny how spending one-on-one time with someone that you are still trying to figure out if you have feelings for, turns into a realization of a bunch of things seemingly having nothing to do with each other. I have been wondering whether or not my feelings for this one person were just because he has an amazing personality, but yesterday ( Read more... )

As usual, I haven't updated in forever. So to sum up the basics of what's happened the past few months, I'll put some colorful bullet points to explain.

•   Finished the semester with passing grades.
•   Lost my job at UPS then got a new job.
•   Met a great guy named Ryan that I'm willing to wait for. <3
•   Roommate moved out to NC.
•   Going to NYC to see ( Read more... )

I miss being held...the kind of holding that someone does when they are completely overwhelmingly in love...

I wish someone would come to me that just wants something real...

I miss being in a relationship....

Maybe someone will come to me soon...

<3

So, completely unexpectedly Brandon in Colorado called me 2 days ago. :-) He apologized for being MIA for like 5 months lol. But that fact that we've been talking the past 2 days and he's been calling me is just the best feeling. I'm such a dork lol. As always I'm starting to like him again, and I think he might be beginning to like me again too... ( Read more... )

So, I skipped math class again today. I got here like 15 minutes late, and then just didn't feel like going lol. I should of went but it's only the 2nd class I've missed so I'm not too worried. I had an opportunity to hang out with Morgan last night and of course I passed out lol. I haven't seen him in a year and was looking forward to it, and of ( Read more... )

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So for some reason lately I haven't been feeling all that great. I've been feeling fat lately, even though I've been working out constanly. I just don't feel like myself. I hate that feeling. Maybe it's because I've been feeling sadness around me lately because of all the crazyness going on in the world right now, or maybe it's just me--idk. I ( Read more... )

Fall is here yay! lol. I love this time of year it's my favorite season. So, as I write this entry I'm sitting in the library at school and I just finished a math test. I have a test today in Sociology at 11, but I studied lastnight with this girl Brianne that I went to high school with at green planet. I started talking to this new kid kevin ( Read more... )

So as usual, I haven't updated this is forever. Summer is over, and school starts this Friday. I've been on a Justin Young kick for the past few days. His music is so relaxing and chiil and hippie-like lol. I ran into Tom yesterday, aka Peezy lol. I haven't seen him in over a year, and he is SO different. He turned into such a hippie I almost didn' ( Read more... )

So lately, things have been going well, which is always a good thing. At the moment, I'm sitting in the library at school, just hanging out waiting until 2 to take my exam. I have so much time its retarded lol. I should of brought a book or something, but I didn't think about it. I got $26 back for my books which was exciting. And I've decided that ( Read more... )