So I haven't updated this in forever as usual. Being crazy-busy with project after project is annoying as hell, and not fun at all. But, only 3 weeks left! I can't wait for this summer it's going to be awesome. So, here's a basic update on the past month or so of my life as well as what I plan to do over the summer and such.

I got a tattoo back in ( Read more... )

So I've finally come to realize the stupidy of this whole situation. And I'm sorry for overraccting and for being an idiot and ruining the whole thing because I was hurt. I guess in the end, as in every life situation, all I can do is learn from it. Maybe one day it could work? But as in anything, we shall see. Until then, I will take whatever it ( Read more... )

So the past few days I have been talking to this guy named Chris and he is totally cute and a complete gentleman and I love that. :) I think I may have finally found someone. :) Yay! We shall see how it all goes. :)

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I have no idea what I do that pushes people away. I've been getting better with it and yet still it happens. I guess I can just take everything with a grain of salt and roll with the punches. It's all I can do. I miss talking to Jim and Brandon...and for some ridiculous reason I can't seem to stop thinking about Mike. I'm SUCH an IDIOT for having ( Read more... )

So, I'm actually going to write an update in this entry. I haven't talked to Jim in weeks, which is fine, he needs his space and I respect that. But I have reconnected with someone that I didn't expect from my past. Mike Alexander above all people. I was hanging out with him a few days ago, and surprisingly he didn't try hooking up with me lol. A ( Read more... )

As usual, I haven't updated this thing in forever. I saw Justin today. It was the first day of the semester, and I had my first interior design class and as I walked around to the bathroom I got there right as he was coming out and I just stood there and saw him and all of these ridiculous emotions evolved and I got that nervous feeling...and he ( Read more... )

So, I've decided that I'm going to make the trip to Florida to visit Brandon. I'm leaving on January 11th and coming home on the14th. I'll only be going for a weekend, but I feel like it's something that I need to do. I'm doing it for the experience of being able to take a little trip out on my own and travel on my own, and to also catch up with ( Read more... )

So I've decided that  Life is beautiful.  Over the past year of my life I've been really able to discover myself and appreciate the person that I am. I'm almost completely happy with myself. I love all of my friends and the people that surround me. Last night I finally talked to Jim for the first time in like 2 weeks. I figured I would just call ( Read more... )

So, I'm at school again crazy early b/c its the only time I can get a ride here, even though I don't have class until 3:30. UGH. So, yesterday, Jim was planning on coming down but he didn't and I haven't talked to him in 2 days and it sucks. It bums me out that I thought he was coming and then he ended up not. He did tell me not get my hopes up ( Read more... )

So, I'm at school waiting until my next class as usual. And, I found out that Jess' mom had baby Bella yesterday. YaY! :-) Hopefully I'll get to swing by and see her sometime this weekend. Tonight Steph and Caitlin and I are going to the mall to go shopping for x-mas gifts. I'm excited to get it done early. Next week is my last English class of ( Read more... )