In my whole life I have pushed people to have every reason to hate me. In fact it has been my goal in life for everyone to pick my side or hate me ( Read more... )

I know I am just thought of as some dumb drunk that doesnt understand the ways of the world, but the reality is, I do understand the ways of the world and I DONT FUCKING ACCEPT IT. why be something just for acceptance? sounds fony to me.

My chance to prove myself to you, chance number five, what do I say? "get the fuck away from me" I'm just a hateful hateful human being...

It's awesome i know what i want, but do everything in my power to drive it away... I feel bad for you. I'm just a nut case.

this is getting over you... im not tired of being alone... blah blah blah something depressing would someone just stab me please? thanks bye.

I think it was inevitable though... you cant stand me. I cant be just your friend... oh well, Life goes on, Long after the thrill of living is gone Rock on.

If you wanna be with me....
with these things there's no telling we'll just have to wait and see
but i'd rather be working for a pay check than waiting to win the lottery...
besides maybe this time its different... I mean i really wish you liked me....

If I had the oportunity to see you daily... I wouldnt even hesitate... you never really leave my mind...

those Eyes dont leave me...

yay... I think we might actually be friends for reals this time... It makes me smile.

ha, I just read the 7 most recent friend journals looking for inspirations ( Read more... )