I am not gonna bless you with such compliments,
some degrading psalm of praise, like the kind that converted you to me so long ago.
Because the truth is that gossip is as good as gospel in this town.
You can save face but you won't ever save your soul. And that's a fact.

tonight really marked a standing point for me... I pretty much hate everyone... and if I could sit here and get drunk and play everquest I would... almost 24 hours a day... I have no self worth... I dont see any reason to talk to many people because all they do is pretend... this is my big fuck you to everyone... I wish...

He claims all that has spoiled in your heart...

dont call me an asshole... thats pretty shitty...

that was for my eyes only but i forgot to mark it private...

Like my sanity, I like my thoughts of you.... please come back to me... I'm on my knees... its worth it to me...

I talked to you for the first time in a year tonight... I'm glad you talked to me... I miss you so much... sorry... I love you... good night my love....

I had a dream about you last night... I wish i had never woken up... although i did wake up and you know what I did? i fell back asleep praying you were still there... I miss you so much...

http://epitaph.com/artists/player/artist/220/title/490 go there... yummy...

I miss Carl Adam Ingwell...

Yay Time once again to start my work week... I think im going to try and sleep a lot this week... I mean, I have shit else to do since people love to ditch me... It kind of brings a tear... but i'm over it.