"Kathy, I'm lost."

"...it's just a piece in a jigsaw puzzle...a missing piece."

Despite the fact that I have yet to make a livejournal post in the year 2009, I have no idea what to say. I am a sophomore. I am an Alpha Phi. I am miserable at The Fountain. I am not happy that summer is almost over. I am attempting to relive my glory days, which is proving itself to be a very bad idea. I am jaded. I am not L-I-V-I-N.

I am once again jet-setting to Ireland, but this time with four of my best friends. Shit rocks.

Last night I went to a Nada Surf and Delta Spirit concert with my roommate. Finally, I did something me, as opposed to something Lehigh. I feel like myself all over again. I feel fabulous. I need to venture into Philly more often.

I am so scared to be reverting back to my old ways. A part of me is screaming, "WHAT ARE YOU DOING, WHAT IS THE POINT OF ALL OF THIS?!". The other part of me fully acknowledges that this is unbelievably futile and well, stupid, but notices that I haven't felt so much...feeling in a long time. My senses are coming back to me( I never said good ( Read more... )

A year and a half ago, I said ( Read more... )

Oh, lately babe I stay awake thinking this life gets lonely.

I had my last real day of high school yesterday, and I felt absolutely nothing. It'll be interesting to see how the next month goes - I'll be in community service, only heading back to RD for select choir, "after school choir" (which I will happen to take in the morning), and class functions ( Read more... )

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