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I had my last real day of high school yesterday, and I felt absolutely nothing. It'll be interesting to see how the next month goes - I'll be in community service, only heading back to RD for select choir, "after school choir" (which I will happen to take in the morning), and class functions.
It's really kind of bizarre that me, the girl with too many emotions for her to handle, felt nothing on this pretty momentus occasion. The only thing I can really think of is there's something missing. It's sad that I keep saying it, but I'm sad. And it's even more sad that I keep thinking something is going to come along and make me feel complete, but only I can do that, no? Sad. Nevertheless, I've gotta figure out how to fill this void, ASAP, because I'm afraid it's getting bigger.
It's really kind of bizarre that me, the girl with too many emotions for her to handle, felt nothing on this pretty momentus occasion. The only thing I can really think of is there's something missing. It's sad that I keep saying it, but I'm sad. And it's even more sad that I keep thinking something is going to come along and make me feel complete, but only I can do that, no? Sad. Nevertheless, I've gotta figure out how to fill this void, ASAP, because I'm afraid it's getting bigger.