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Gratitudes
- Friends at nearby schools
- Learning, even at at cost.
- Sisters
- Foooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooood
- Surprises
- Poems -
Gratitudes
- Dunkin Donuts coffee
- Feeling capable
- Getting paid this friday
- Mike, how ever convoluted our relationship is.
- New love prospects
- Feeling sexually powerful -
Gratitudes
-Kayleigh...sometimes...most of the time
-Email and technology
-My Mom
-Ally for going to school in the fall so that I can maybe have her job
-Anthony for being calm even when he was obviously upset.
-Timothy, for being foreign and nice. And for making me feel like I'm worth it. -
Gratitudes
I'm having a day where I feel down about myself. I let a man disrespect me (never again). And I realized that I sabotage potential relationships for intense fear of rejection. So, I felt it necessary to try and focus on something positive in my life. Gratitudes ( Read more... ) -
Compassion mantra
May I be happy.
May I be peaceful.
May I be healthy.
May I be free.
May you be happy.
May you be peaceful.
May you be healthy.
May you be free.
May all sentient beings be happy.
May all sentient beings be peaceful.
May all sentient beings be healthy.
May all sentient beings be free.
Namasté -
Gratitudes
-Feeling capable
-Working with Anthony, he lightens the mood.
-Sorority for giving me something to defend.
-Tea
-Katie for having life chats with me :) -
Gratitudes
- Having Jobs...no matter how good or bad I am at them
- Chauncey, Dre, Joe, Rich, and Mark... even if they dont know it
- My mom
- Dr. Causey for giving me a book that re-inspired me
- kristin-auria for reminding me what a great tool LiveJournal is <3 -
In a lot of ways
I dont know how to feel any more. Im up and down a lot. I dont know how I feel about life in general. Im very scared of a lot of things, some of them inevitable. I try to enjoy things, but some times its not enough. I want to feel how I did before. Maybe I was in the dark about a lot of things...but at least I could fully enjoy something. -
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I really think I just dont know how to live anymore. Again, not in the fling myself off a bridge sense. But its like I cant fully enjoy anything. It always comes back to frustrating thoughts and dull sadness. I feel like I'm wasting my life by thinking this way but I cant control it.