I'm having a day where I feel down about myself. I let a man disrespect me (never again). And I realized that I sabotage potential relationships for intense fear of rejection. So, I felt it necessary to try and focus on something positive in my life. Gratitudes ( Read more... )

Just got back from walking and I feel ok. I walked with a friend's mom and she really gave me some loving insight. And it was nice to get another mom's opinion on my mom. Me and her (my mom) actually talked about everything thats been going on today and it felt like a pressure valve being released. I think it was part need to cry and part need ( Read more... )

I really like being a part of something. If its a club, a religious organization, a trust...i enjoy being a part of something. Since elementry school ive felt this way and nothing is going to change that. Right now, things in my life arent going amazing but its not terrible either. I definitely need a pick me up and its not something thats ( Read more... )