Im back in my apartment after a not so successful trip home. Am I glad I went? Yes. Was it enjoyable? Minimally. In brief, my grandmother is very possibly in her last days and my mother is breaking down slowly. What have their lives taught me? Its never too late.Ive struggled with laziness and lack of motivation all of my life though Ive only ( Read more... )

- Having Jobs...no matter how good or bad I am at them
- Chauncey, Dre, Joe, Rich, and Mark... even if they dont know it
- My mom
- Dr. Causey for giving me a book that re-inspired me
- kristin-auria for reminding me what a great tool LiveJournal is <3

Just got back from walking and I feel ok. I walked with a friend's mom and she really gave me some loving insight. And it was nice to get another mom's opinion on my mom. Me and her (my mom) actually talked about everything thats been going on today and it felt like a pressure valve being released. I think it was part need to cry and part need ( Read more... )

so ive been home for about a day now for thanksgiving break and its actually been really enjoyable. my gram is still losing her memory but she's not ornery or angry about it which is nice, though it does frustrate my fam. ive gotten to see just about everyone i wanted to which is nice. i wanna go black friday shopping but I dont know if i will. i ( Read more... )