Mild panic attack when I couldn’t find my planner. It wasn’t anywhere. I NEVER LOSE THINGS. I thought someone had stolen it. It was a horrible, horrifying feeling. I could barely think. I almost started crying in front of a stranger.

Finally worked it out, figured out where it was. Nerves still singing. Breath still tense. Still feel like crying ( Read more... )

Went home for the weekend. Saw my old school, which was hosting an auction, my old advisor and one of my oldest longtime friends, who was a friend by necessity. We're both gradutating soon. We graduated high school together, that high school. Well, we were there for six years, it was a middle-high school ( Read more... )

I got a new computer over the weekend, the transfer process ran into some issues. I was without a computer for several days. I apologize for my absense online. It was incredibly stressful for me, I am involved in many projects currently and I couldn't keep in contact with the THREE FILMS I am producing at the moment and all the class projects ( Read more... )

That feeling when a professor tells you during a meeting "I don't usually give out A's" and GIVES YOU AN A.

NOT AN A MINUS. AN A!!! : DDDDD

Bonus points: television writing class.

Super bonus points: he said my outline read like a professional outline.

Super awesome bonus points: he said he showed my cold open to a colleague because of how great it ( Read more... )

Trying to distract myself from feeling sad about Sir Terry because when I found out I was sick as a dog and couldn’t properly mourn or do much of anything, like seriously standing up was a big deal that day, I have never been that sick in my life, I think it was food poisoning. And right now it’s getting tough to do productive stuff except lay ( Read more... )

I dunno if this is something there’s enough of a sample size to poll about, but, well, here goes.

I’ve done some podfics. Not a ton, and I have a huge list and a great microphone just waiting for more, I wanna do more, but anyways, I’ve done some podfics.

When I’m feeling anxious and nothing seems to be distracting me or helping, know what has yet ( Read more... )

Presentation actually went well! NO TEARS! No overwhelming panic. I got through the whole thing and not a single attack of terror and crying.

I think this was accomplished by 1) the small classroom and class size 2) my not looking up much at all during the presentation and 3) my notes were typed up exactly how I speak, so it was like a script I was ( Read more... )

So much cuddling. Several breaks. Non-extended editions because that's all we had on hand.

We had great fun reliving our pre-teen crushes. (Aragorn for me, Eowyn for him.)

We started yelling out stuff for a potential drinking game, but did not actually play a drinking game. (Examples: "Come and visit New Zealand" when there are gorgeous shots of the ( Read more... )

But I don't wanna.

I wanna watch tv with my mom and eat awesome food.

I feel down all of the sudden. Which is odd, because everything's going well, I went on a long walk by the frozen lake with my mom. I feel good about my future for the first time since I was busy figuring out which college to attend.

I just wanna cuddle with my mom and watch tv. I' ( Read more... )

So good to be home.

I'm so tired.

It's so unreal being home.

My mom played music and did a silly joyful dance when I drove up. We both cried.

So happy to be home. I will make more posts later, I gotta focus on my Yuletide prompt now.