Went home for the weekend. Saw my old school, which was hosting an auction, my old advisor and one of my oldest longtime friends, who was a friend by necessity. We're both gradutating soon. We graduated high school together, that high school. Well, we were there for six years, it was a middle-high school ( Read more... )

Crying in front of your professor and a few other students after class: D ( Read more... )

First, the comment I want to post on tgwtg.com, but either my internet is weird or it's not letting me post for some reason:

( Trying to be civil )

Well, now we're all crying. Well, I'm crying. AUUUUUUUUUUUUUGGGGGGGHHHHH!!!

D: D: D: D:

Not fair, Doug, not fair. At all.

It's a good thing he isn't here right now, or I'd punch him. Well, I'd probably just cry at him, but I'd think about punching him

( Trigger warnings: mentions of self-harm, talk of deathfics, mention of medically-assisted suicide. )

Yesterday was utterly fantastic ... until I misplaced by notepad and had a nervous breakdown.
Seriously, I've NEVER done something like that before, but I started half-hyperventalating and whimpering and shaking and clutching at my hair and almost-crying and digging through trashbags weakly and ... it was not a pretty sight. When someone found them ( Read more... )

My friend left today. He’s not coming back. I got wicked depressed. I gave him a paper crane and a hug, and I watched him get into his car and drive off. I felt like I’d just watched the Ninth Doctor regenerate into Ten.

I didn’t love him … but he was one of my best friends. I didn’t know his name until a few weeks ago. We’d really only just ( Read more... )