a survey is such a lame way to return to livejournal. i don't know why i got the urge to do one. i still read everyone's on a regular basis though, no need to feel neglected ( Read more... )

i haven't been on in a while. the guy who restored the house messed up the polarity in my bedroom so i can't plug a computer into it. i am having shakes from kazaa withdrawl ( Read more... )

today i went and saw dic.tracy and rolling papyrus in the park with benn. they're jam bands made up of some of my favorite people. it was fun but at the same time really bittersweet and i wonder how the party is going to be when i have to say goodbye forever to the people who have been there for me through everything. i don't know, i'll do my best ( Read more... )

there is so much meaningless in the world, in our everyday world. there's so much pointless banter and so much waiting around for the next conversation that i really wonder about all the times i'm just standing at work or sitting in school watching the minutes pass and wondering if those minutes are going to amount to anything at all and if i wasn' ( Read more... )

so next week i get to work with jamie for the first time. ok here are the things i know about jamie.

1. she hates me
2.
a. 2 years ago she im'd me and one of my friends and told us how ugly and skinny (in my case) or fat (in my friend's) we are ( Read more... )

1 jar of dread wax
2 combs
2 people
+ 3 hours of backcombing
______________
dreads
1 bottle of conditioner
5 showers
+ 4 hours of undoing knots
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the short life and death of my dreadlocks.

puedo escribir los versos mas tristes esta noche

there is nothing like driving rt 7 in the summer with the windows down while benn reads me pablo neruda from the passenger seat.

i hope it never ends.

edit: my journal is very mildly better, as i now have a background.

so it's summer and i've been worried that it is going to be like last summer which was horrible and i was very depressed and in a very bad relationship and all i did was sit around and think about how useless i am which is different but not any better than the stress i get from school all year.

i hope benn doesn't leave me.

anyways i want this ( Read more... )

i want to dread my hair. i have thought about it for years and i am now seriously considering it. i don't want to look dirty or trendy however, so i want to know what everyone thinks ( Read more... )

i have spent over 13,000 minutes spent in lab 2 this year, 13,000 minutes that i counted down one at a time to make sure time wasn't standing still. and after all of that, i hate chemistry. the weird thing is i only had a moderate dislike for it until the last term. i worked hard in that class and i got had an a plus almost all year. then i took ( Read more... )