ifuckinghatechemistry
i have spent over 13,000 minutes spent in lab 2 this year, 13,000 minutes that i counted down one at a time to make sure time wasn't standing still. and after all of that, i hate chemistry. the weird thing is i only had a moderate dislike for it until the last term. i worked hard in that class and i got had an a plus almost all year. then i took the final. i was so stressed out over it that i was practically physically ill. so i had gotten myself so worked up over it that when i went to take it i blew it. people who got Bs all year did better than i did. the thing is, i don't think i could have done any better. and because mr lopes can never resist the opertunity to kick someone when they're down said:
"i really thought you would do better than this."
"yeah. me too."
"if you still plan on taking the sat 2s i think you should study more."
"if you plan on living past the age of 40 maybe you should lose some weight, fatty."
the last part only happened in my head.
what it all comes down to is that i am bad at everything.
p.s. my entries are now public because the person i was keeping them from is no longer in my life.
"i really thought you would do better than this."
"yeah. me too."
"if you still plan on taking the sat 2s i think you should study more."
"if you plan on living past the age of 40 maybe you should lose some weight, fatty."
the last part only happened in my head.
what it all comes down to is that i am bad at everything.
p.s. my entries are now public because the person i was keeping them from is no longer in my life.