also, slightly related, pms makes me an asshole. a sad, mopey asshole.

I've felt constantly isolated since high school by the fact I'm just not as interested in music as everyone else. It seems I was up until high school and then it began to just define so many people. It's just never that impressive to me. I almost always feel as though it is over rated. I could take it or leave it in most cases ( Read more... )

Of course what I think is right isn't going to always be what someone else thinks is right. Even my own self might not agree with myself once enough time or situations have passed It's funny because I don't know why a person would want to live in such a way that they weren't self aware when these changes take place. If you constantly learn and ( Read more... )

Trains. Hot air balloons. Silos. Windmills.

Your words traveling on the thermals.

Machinery. Felines. Missive Survival.

in my dream a plane flew overhead the backyard of my mom's bar (California themed), it did a graceful backarch as though made of rubber before shooting directly into the white of the clouds above. it was dusk. 15 mins later from the purple ash of the sky we heard loud booms- as though fireworks were going off. We then saw items falling out of the ( Read more... )

Walked Guinness along the train tracks again today. It's a nice walk because someone with an ATV flattened a trail into the 3 feet of snow so Guinness can walk easily. I love that a long freight train can go by without warning. Today was the first time I used my ipod or even really listened to music in a really long time. Probably over a year. I ( Read more... )

chapped lips. quick quips. wide hips.

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Unsure before, but gold is always protected and hard to see as well as find.

Things to work on:

-Letting go.
-Getting in shape.
-Read more --> write more.
-Put more effort into friendships.