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Feeling weak, but staying strong.

Love it when i park 1/2 foot in front of the neighbors drive way cause his trash is in the way and im just running in to give someone birthday flowers for literally less than 3 mins and he comes over bangs on the door and yells at my boyfriend's mom on her birthday then continues to call me stupid, unclever, idiotic repeatedly even after I ( Read more... )

i had a nice conversation w/ a girl today who worked at this place where I was getting lunch. She's from el salvador and was telling me how back there if you become pregnant while young (high school or earlier) they won't allow you to continue school. She talked about how she's in school for nursing with hopes of eventually becoming a doctor and ( Read more... )

I'm reading Be Different by John Elder Robison and am enjoying it. I feel as though it's helping me better understand myself and others ( Read more... )

Group of people who've fallen in love with objects. Although I do have some contrasting beliefs or feelings as those who call themselves objectum sexuals, I do feel as though it's the closest thing I've found to certain feelings I've had before to objects and places, and I identify with these people in some ways. Either way, I think it's pretty ( Read more... )

Group of people who've fallen in love with objects. Although I do have some contrasting beliefs or feelings as those who call themselves objectum sexuals, I do feel as though it's the closest thing I've found to certain feelings I've had before to objects and places, and I identify with these people in some ways. Either way, I think it's pretty ( Read more... )

hanging in my side garage spot at my grandparents' rules. I have candles, a tea pot full of tea or hot choc, and if I walk out the door there is 50 fruit trees from tangerines to pears ripe for the picking. I've been over here every single afternoon pretty much for the last couple of weeks. It's nice to have the alone/quiet time too. Plus only 2 ( Read more... )

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I can hear my cousin playing baseball up the street. I have a room that is quiet with my desk and a bed that is entirely devoted to reading and mail. and silence. There are still some bones rattling behind softly closed storage doors, but I feel like I'm getting back to where I want to be. Like I'm walking in the right direction--- away ( Read more... )