How would you take it if you were to love someone who didn't love you back? Or even worse, have someone who's love was yelled atop the highest mountains for you for four years only to discover that for a few days you heard only silence?

You know, sometimes you have a dream and then you try to remember it hours later and all you can come up with are bits and pieces. The dreams seem really insane when all you can remember is the last part. From last nigh- Matthew, Martin, and I were standing next to a power box (for like a house). And, the odd thing about the location was that it ( Read more... )

I guess my updates are monthly now. :\ What is there to say? Nothing that I can remember. Seriously, I can never remember what I wanted to write on here.

I love Jessi. Her birthday is tomorrow and I will bring her flowers. But, I SO DO NOT like it when she's gone and I have to play her solos. It's so nerve-racking. Even though I'm second chair ( Read more... )

Wow, it has been forever. The reason: My mother had surgery and I have been looking after her while my father and/or sister are at work + school work and letters from universities + when I'm not taking care of my mother or writing back to colleges or doing homework or cleaning, I'm at Matthew's. :) I like that part.

I've been meaning to create my ( Read more... )

I love Bridget. :)

So, Matthew calls me up yesterday. "Do you want to go to Flagstaff." Fuck yes, snow. We didn't go to my sister's like we were supposed to, but my other sister had work anyways. It rocked though. I haven't seen snow fall since I was two, but there was a thick blanket of snow on the ground! That town is great, but I don't think I ( Read more... )

"Later on, as I walked home ( Read more... )

Matthew and I got this book at Barnes and Noble yesterday called 14,000 Things to be Happy About. It's just this long-ass list of some Jewish lady's that she had kept for twenty years, since the sixth grade. I like this book; it makes me smile.

Guess who's back in town? Zaq Youngquist. :)

Courtney.

Go see the Aviator, but be prepared to have your butt numbed. The plane crash was beautiful and so was Ava Gardner (Kate Beckinsale)- Jesus Christ, she looked exactly like her.

I'm making creme brulee. That's right cocksuckers! Courtney got a new fucking blowtorch!

Check your doorsteps. If you didn't get one, I don't hate you, you just live too far away or I think you don't care for me, or you haven't gotten it yet ( Read more... )