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I guess my updates are monthly now. :\ What is there to say? Nothing that I can remember. Seriously, I can never remember what I wanted to write on here.
I love Jessi. Her birthday is tomorrow and I will bring her flowers. But, I SO DO NOT like it when she's gone and I have to play her solos. It's so nerve-racking. Even though I'm second chair this year, it's not like I'll be first when she's gone. According to Fatty Malik, there are two or three others coming up that are going to beat me to it. I hate you.'
"When all the world recognizes beauty as beauty, this in itself is ugliness.
When all the world recognizes good as good, this in itself is evil.
Indeed, the hidden and themanifest give birth to each other.
Difficult and easy complement each other.
Long and short exhibit each other.
High and low set measure to each other.
Voice and sound harmonize each other.
Back and front follow each other.
Therefore, the Sage manages his affairs without ado,
And spreads his teaching without talking.
He denies nothing to the teeming things.
He rears them, but lays no claim to them.
He does his work, but sets no store by it.
He accomplishes his task, but does not dwell upon it.
And yet it is just because he does not dwell on it
That nobody can ever take it away from him."
-Tao Teh Ching
Second Passage
Matthew and I watched a movie called 'Eulogy' last night at his house. It's hilarious-go watch it! Gosh, I can't believe he's still not awake yet. I wish he would call now. I miss him. I'd like to go home. Spring Break is almost here! That means two whole weeks to run around Matthew's house with nothing but his black robe on while his parents are at work and playing Scrabble and watching movies and going to Barnes and Noble and making breakfast, lunch, and dinner and baked goods! and walking to Safeway for some stupid reason or Subway to go see Adam and attempting to have sex on the computer chair or air hockey table and making him sing "Blue Moon" and snuggling up with cute little Frankie and taking steamy showers together. ;) Yay.
Rambling...
Love forever,
Courtney Smith.