For so long I settled for just ok..but now I've found someone who is wayyyyy beyond ok!! He treats me like a girl is supposed to be treated and he genuinely cares. It is so nice to find someone like that for once. I can't wait to see where things go with him =)

There are some things that no matter how hard you try, they will never be the same. A prime example of this is my relationship with him. In the beginning it was easy and fun and now it is nothing less than complicated and frustrating. Do I love him? Yes Will I still have feelings for him for a while? Yes..but then again I don't think I could ever ( Read more... )

I've decided I'm too hard on myself. I walk around school like " she's so much prettier than me", "they are so much better at this than me". Idk I guess I just don't have a lot of self confidence lately and I don't know why. Not much has gone my way lately. I keep trying to tell myself that I'm happy, but for some reason, I'm not. I really do like ( Read more... )

So sometimes when people drink, they are ashamed of what they do. But last night, I actually made myself proud. It sucks that I had to take time away from my friends but it was beyond necessary. In the past, I have sat back and let him treat me like shit, but not last night. I actually yelled back and told him that it was not okay to treat me like ( Read more... )

Do you ever wonder why you lose touch with some people? Like sometimes it just happens but then other times you let it happen. I always find it really refreshing when someone you haven't talked to in FOREVER calls you,ims you or leaves you a message. That happened to me this weekend THREE times. I can say all three times made me really really happy ( Read more... )

So, after all this time and this great new guy, you'd think I'd be past it. I sure as hell wish I was. Don't get me wrong, my new boy is just great..he is a sweetie and he treats me better than ever, but there is something lingering there. Call me crazy after all the shit he put me though and all the tears I cried, but when you have feelings for ( Read more... )

It is so weird because with him, I don't feel the need to be jealous or overprotective. At the party at UC there were plenty of girls hanging around him, but at the end of the night I was the one he was kissing and it felt good. I don't feel like I have to talk to him every minute or even every day. I trust him more than I EVER trusted you, and it ( Read more... )

So,I've met someone and it scares me. I met him at PalmerFest. He was working for Skoal(go figure) and somehow I got to talking to him. We immediately clicked and just had so much fun together. He ended up coming back to the room to try and get a cab, but couldn't so he ended up spending the night on the futon. After that we started talking on text ( Read more... )

I'm gonna go the Claire route and just random thought bc I am bad at putting stories together ( Read more... )

this decision is getting harder by the minute. The longer I am here, the more I love it. I have become so close with so many people that it would be SO HARD to leave them now. I KNOW I want to do nursing and not really education which means UC, but are there other options? Anyway I could stay here and take classes here and then go to nursing school ( Read more... )