i havent used this besides for communities in over a year... damn... well and to talk to jody. ive changed alot but i know that no one probably reads this anymore so i dont think ill go into it. if u care...hit me up...otherwise nice knowing you...

Ok so once again i havent updated this thing in FOREVER!!!! but i have a good reason, or so i think... Well my Lap top completely crashed on me and i still havent even gotten it fixed yet. but that happened way after i had become to lazy to update. lol so now im using the family computer which i hate to use because i cant be out here typing all ( Read more... )

This is my last goodbye, unlike all the rest,

I finally failed Gods cruelest test.

I just cant take anymore of this stupid shit,

For a while i had thought that the pieces had finally fit.

But i was so wrong, it was all just a dream,

Im sorry; all the mean things i said and wrote, i really dint mean.

Nothung i write will ease your pain,

I just ask ( Read more... )

i just took a bath to drown myself, i mean my sorrows. as soon as i started to get dizzy i came up for air. damn natural instincts. now time to go on w/my day as if nothings wrong. man i hate this shit.

so things have been busy and crazy as fuck around here lately. today was my first actual day off in 12 days. on all my days off i got called in. shitty for the social life but awesome when my next paycheck comes and i have 2 full time and a half days ( Read more... )

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last friday me and Ginnie and some girls from work went down to Tijuana Mexico to party and go clubbing. the night started out rough seeing how we didnt leave our town till after 11pm and TJ is more than 2 hrs away. we finally got to TJ at like 12:30 cause our driver was fucking crazy and going like 120 the whole time. so we get there and walk the ( Read more... )

well things have been pretty crazy for me lately. I work at the Hemet store now and its fucking awesome. I get paid to smoke weed w/my best friend. i smoke on the way to work, Ginnie calls it getting prepared/ready for work, me and ginniw take a 10 and smoke, then i go on my break and we smoke, then we'll take like more 10's throughout the night ( Read more... )

Me and Ginnie went to a Finch show last night. it was awesome and crazy at the same time. we had alot of fun. on the way down there we smoked alot of pot and same on the way home. i felt like an idiot cause i was trying to get us to the beach but instead i just took us in a complete circle. damn i felt dumb. oh well, we laughed about it then smoked ( Read more... )

well things have been busy as fuck around here. ive been working my ass off and gong to school and it seems like a miracle if im ever home before 1am ( Read more... )