aselfdestroyer

Hey Guys, How have you been?

aselfdestroyer Dec 04, 2013 22:38

Sorry I haven't been on in a while. A long while. I didn't forget about you or anything I just couldn't bring myself to come on.
Hope you guys are doing okay and dealt with Thanksgiving as best you could

I will be on more again.

eating, weight, stressful, ed, anorexia, down, me

10/17 Update.

aselfdestroyer Oct 17, 2013 02:28

Going through a really tough time right now.

Update 10/3

aselfdestroyer Oct 03, 2013 14:52

Successfully fasted Tuesday and Wednesday. Today I think I'm going to have about 500 calories.
Will update that later. Trying to take this one step at a time.

fasting, ed, not eating, thin

Empty on 10/ 2

aselfdestroyer Oct 02, 2013 18:11

How are you guys? Just a short update, actually no update really. Just a post.
Didn't eat yesterday or today. Will eat tomorrow. Something small, one day at a time. Will update that later.
How are you guys?

never know what to put here, thinspo, ed, anorexia

Really?............ Update 9/25

aselfdestroyer Sep 25, 2013 19:00

My boss pulled me from working and had a meeting with me and told me that they suspect I have an eating disorder. They want me to get help and stuff. I couldn't believe it ( Read more... )

calories, food, skinny, fat, anorexia, anger, ana, ed, ugly, thin

Still here guys....

aselfdestroyer Sep 21, 2013 23:12

will update later....

gw, skinny, goal, ugh, ugly, weird, me

END OF FAST..............9/3

aselfdestroyer Sep 04, 2013 02:03

Well I finally changed the journal style to something I like. It was about time, I know. I'll mess around more with it later ( Read more... )

skinny, ana, me, issues, eating disorder, thinspo, my life, ugly, anoreia, thin

Still fat but......8/31

aselfdestroyer Sep 01, 2013 01:44

It's technically the next day here being past midnight but I'm back. I'm done with all the shit. I don't have any junk food at all in the house. Not buying anymore either. I won't say forever but not for a long time while I'm in this phase of like new to the world of sweet crap or something and eat til i cant ( Read more... )

skinny, fat, anorexia, useless, starve, issues, bones, ugly, thin

UPDATE 8/29 - CW, ETC

aselfdestroyer Aug 29, 2013 22:59

Hey guys, I haven't had a lot of time lately to check everyone's posts. Or at least those who are still around. I'll be able to soon though ( Read more... )

issues, skinny, eating disorder, anorexia, self hate, thin

8/24 Update

aselfdestroyer Aug 24, 2013 15:23

Took the laxatives yesterday and fasted. Laxatives finally took effect later in that day and I made the fast. Fasting again today.
How is everyone else?

skinny, eating disorder, thin