Aug 29, 2013 22:59
Hey guys, I haven't had a lot of time lately to check everyone's posts. Or at least those who are still around. I'll be able to soon though.
Anyway, this update is basically just saying that I can no longer buy certain types of food anymore. I keep eating the entire thing. Only sweet stuff of course. I'm sick as I type this. I shouldn't have bought it anyway but I can't eat it in moderation. I can with the other foods and can still throw it away if I think I will eat it or eat too much but I'm screwing up big time with these sweets.
I think the real reason is even before weight loss I have not been able to eat a lot of dessert type stuff because of stomach issues I had but lately I've been taking stuff that helps your body digest dairy foods and things like that so I have been able to try things I have not eaten in like 3 years. It's killing me.
CW 152. Trying to get back to 148. In case it has been too long to remember. 148 Is the lowest so far (this go round) that I have gotten and was the lowest weigh in post back on Xanga. Since then I have been screwing up and gaining.
issues,
skinny,
eating disorder,
anorexia,
self hate,
thin