colors bleed ( Read more... )

i have an intuition about people ( Read more... )

...and seems like a perfect fit.

it's never easy falling for a friend.

I'm sorry that I never told you I love you.

"The only way to get rid of a temptation is to yield to it. Resist it, and your soul grows sick with longing for the things it has forbidden to itself, with desire for what its monstrous laws have made monstrous and unlawful." --Lord Henry Wotton, The Picture of Dorian Gray

I swear, one of these days I'm going to stop this self-destruction.

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there were two voices arguing. take the risk, it will be worth it, says one. the other, no. it will end up hurting in the end.

then it struck me, i was arguing with myself.

is it normal to feel this way??

it's funny i didn't think i was going to cry....

don't give me self-pity. give me a name for what i've gotten in return for being born--post traumatic stress disorder, said in irony, said with knowledge that my life can be mirrored in any fucked up event i've ever experienced--micro in macroscopic, either/or, doesn't matter I suppose, i was let go. as if to dispel those unable to trust the faith ( Read more... )

i forgot how amazing those first kisses can be.

you know it's bad when you're too depressed to even make an emo-inspired livejournal post.