After four in the morning I stop "being" my normal self (in the sense that a butterfly isn't determined, it just Is) and I become somewhat of the tragic hero. Not a Jay Gatsby or Achilles, but just a rational man living against his odds in a world who doesn't want him. I missed my girlfriend. For the first time in a while, I really experienced ( Read more... )

It was half past three when he walked past the house for the first time that day. No one was home, no one is ever home on a Sunday afternoon in Lanston. 'Dear God, what a house.' Money is too hard to come by. Scratch that, money is too hard to come by when you work for only 3 days a week. He winced thinking of how long it will take him to ( Read more... )

I read about the apostate that converted from Islam to Christianity who is going on trial for that "crime". It makes me angry that a supposed Democracy is still struggling with religious intolerancy but it is a historical fact that Islam is less tolerant than Christians (who are still very intolerant). I laugh, however, when I read that the man ( Read more... )

When the shadow of the sash appeared on the curtains it was between seven and eight oclock and then I was in time again, hearing the watch. It was Grandfather's and when Father gave it to me he said I give you the mausoleum of all hope and desire; it's rather excruciating-ly apt that you will use it to gain the reducto absurdum of all human ( Read more... )

Me, Wes, a few guys with blank faces and a few girls with blank faces were sitting in Dr. Foster's Intro to Psychology class (I think two of the blank guy faces might have been Michael and Kyle but I can't remember too fully now). He told us he was going to give us a psychology test to tell us about ourselves. But when I got the test, the only ( Read more... )

Every time I see her she runs to me and clings. She doesn't let go and I don't want her to. Through sighs and moments of silence she tells me how much she missed me and I tell her that I didnt get to see her much. She blames it on the class scheduling and I agree. I can't believe how lucky I am to have someone that makes my whole day worth ( Read more... )

When I pick up and play my guitar, that is my addiction. When I am always studying religious or philosophical ideas, that is my addiction. When I smoked pot on rare occasions, that was not an addiction. That was freeing my mind for a few hours. I do not lack God in my life because I partook of His herb. Most of my family doesn't understand ( Read more... )

Rode around to random places and didn't know what was going on half the time. Made peace with Candy (who is actually teh awesome). Talked to Whitney a lot in the past week, probably gonna go out sometime soon. Life's turning around but its not like I didnt expect it to. Thanks everyone.

Chris dropped off his girlfriend near West Point at her parent's house. I thought he was going to drop Jerry off too. "That would be hella awkward man." I realized this, but who knows. People have done crazier shit. Shooting up in a gas station's parking lot then asking a cop for a cig....I'll never change ( Read more... )

You are a
Social Liberal
(65% permissive)

and an...
Economic Liberal
(21% permissive)

You are best described as a:

Democrat

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