felt i should update..so i just learned name by the goo goo dolls on guitar..thats fun. Anna and i talked today..that went ok i think..i just dont know anymore. Things have gotten so out of wack that its hard to keep it straight anymore. I cant even say how i feel anymore..i dont know how i feel. Ive been thinking and talking so much and there are ( Read more... )

Well..i feel a bit better. Ive said what i had to say and she knows now that im going to do whatever it takes to make it up to her and prove that im not the person that i have been for the past like year. Whether she believes it, i dont know. But she will believe what she sees. Me getting a job and taking care of everything and following through ( Read more... )

Another slow night at the house..it seems so big and empty now with just me here. -lonely i guess.. I wish i were living in springfield or at miami with friends. When i agreed to this, i thought i would have someone helping me out.. O well --It Cant Rain All The Time.. Right? Good with the bad and such? [sigh] ..hope so...[hope]...what a powerful ( Read more... )

im actually feeling pretty good right now and have been..things are actually starting to turn around..i finally have a damn job that i like-its a lot of fun..course the little old ladies can be kinda bitchy lol. but yea i have a new direction to go in and its all good. anyway im outtie gonna catch some dinner with chels. peace out.

Noah: Youre bored! Youre bored and you know it! You wouldnt be here if there wasnt something missing ( Read more... )

I decided to un-private the entries that i wrote about all of this because well..Im stronger than this. So without any concentration on who exactly reads them, I feel better knowing theyre out in the open. The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more.....that plants a fire in our hearts, and brings peace to our minds ( Read more... )

i dont know if yesterday actually happened or not ( Read more... )

sigh...what to do what to do ( Read more... )

Im trying to make a list of things that im happy about, a list of things that im sad about, and a list of things that im angry about..so here goes ( Read more... )

Hey - i havent updated in a while so i figured i should...plus i was bored n couldnt sleep...

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