my dad lied to me about college
im so lost i have no i dea what im going to do about the whole situation
and peole that matter a lot to me, dont give me the time of day

and no. im not emo.
so shut the hell up
cause my mom didnt ground me, and im not cutting myself because of it

im just sad
and slightly confused
and i want to join a convent?

i stop writting in livejournal for 15 mintues and when i  come back the whole damn thing is different.
whats going on, strange cruel world?

anway
sams birthday was yesterday. see?
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virginia beach in 2 months and 16 daysmaybe im jumping the gun by starting a countdown already ( Read more... )

oh man

maybe one day i'll put those pictures up. for now, i dont care.

heres headlines i guess:

-exams havent been too bad. im failing out of school though, so maybe they are bad. i dont know. at least english wasnt quite as torturous as i thought.
-im learning italian from pia and some other people/things. like this cd thing.  myabe next time you ( Read more... )

im sorry for this soon to be boring post, but:

ap bio pretty much blows

but thats not really why im posting

im posting to inform you
that the next post i post
will be, in fact, a picture post
!!!
get excited

=)

scream if you love icecream!!

oakland GO FOR THE GOLD

how about GO FOR A NAP

i dont even want to go to oakland, but for some reasn my dad is convinced that this tour is essential to my college decision making process.
ahhwell

PS. this entry is mostly for sam. i wont be able to tell her all this until much later, and im just no good at waiting, so ive decided to write it here.

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Ariel needs an actual doorway that can be opened and closed to serve as
a focal point for her power

Ariel needs a home.

Ariel needs your help to put the statue back together.

Ariel needs to maintain a sense of sarcasm to make this known.

Ariel needs additional resources that a commercial vendor can provide

Ariel needs to be tied down to the life of ( Read more... )

today i feel stuck.

somedays im golden.
yes i just said golden-
but it works right now.

somedays im moving forward at a rate that suprises even me.
on these days, nothing is wrong, i could care less what other people do, and im happy with myself.
its not exactly apathy...its just me being secure.
then other days,
like today,
im right back at the ( Read more... )

heyY!
send me some pictures guys
of absolutely anything

this weekend i learned:
i  cant sew
hot chocolate is a life saver
trading in my car for a school bus is looking like a good alternative
im very excellent at finding distractions when cleaning my room
this livejournal is a distraction
going to chicago will cause my family to pretty much live in a ( Read more... )