Read my last post... I do believe I have drain bramage...amage...amage...amage

So was bored so I read all my past posts.... Holy shit was I pathetic? Whine my friends don't call me, whine no one likes me, whine I am a loser, whine, whine, whine... seriously! It's a theme! The posts about David made me head desk at the very thought. Ew, especially about Karl.... though I do miss that old friendship... but naw... just no. And ( Read more... )

Look a lot of my friends have been very depressed lately, whether it be love,relationships or lack there of, health, or anything. And you know what? It hurts me to know that they are hurting and there's no way I can put a band-aid on it and make it all better. I want to be able to do that, to make it all better. And I can't I just can't. I can't ( Read more... )

Well, it's been a long while, most people seem to think i am dead, which is odd since i am not. Well work has been going well, I just need to fix the anti chad mirror and I think I will be good to go. This guy Chad thought it would be a good idea to scare the living shit out of me during second shift when it is dead quiet, so installed a little ( Read more... )

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So, it's been a long time, but I think I need to get my feelings on "paper ( Read more... )

     I guess I am finally used to MCTC. I've met a good group of friends. I thought that things might be alright. Then I went to David's house to hang out, and I started to remember my old friends. An old longing came back; David is the only one I've seen since starting school. But there was a dozen other people that came to mind, some of them I ( Read more... )

     It's over. Summer is coming to an end and everyone is leaving. The friends I was so lucky to have in high school are going away, whether it be miles or in another state, they're leaving, and I most likely will never see them again. It saddens me. I mean, is there anything I can do? Thank god for facebook, who knew that a simple website could ( Read more... )

     So I am getting a job with security, but its taking too long to get into it, my uncle is busy with his own crazy life and can't get me in on training or orientation. So I have an interview with blockbuster tomorrow. Woo, sense the excitement? Weeeee.......

Bored now, bye.

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