Dec 13, 2009 03:09
So, it's been a long time, but I think I need to get my feelings on "paper".
First, work.... IDS. Fun. I babysit drunks, get called a bitch and I get paid for it! Ok, most of the time I walk around acting as a tour guide for stupid people, who ask "Where is Nicollet Mall?"
I point, "It's right there."
"But that's Macy's."
"Yeah, it's along the mall."
"But where is the mall?"
"It's the street."
"Where on the street?"
*facepalm*"That's the name of the street, Nicollet Mall."
Another conversation.
"Excuse me," poke.
"Yes?"
"I don't know where I parked."
"Ok what's the name of the ramp?"
"I don't know."
"All right, what street was it on?"
"I actually don't know, I went through this sky way and now it's closed and I can't seem to get back."
"Ok, erm, what did the outside look like?"
"It had a big sign in huge letters that said PARK."
"Ma'm this isn't looking very good... did you notice anything else?"
"I was on the 3rd floor, if that helps. How many ramps are there around here with 3 floors?"
"Uh, quite a few..... What color was the word 'PARK'?"
Thinks,"Blue."
Sigh, "It's on 9th and Marquette,"points, "that way. I suggest going street level so you don't get lost."
"Ok, so where's Marquette?"
"The street we're standing on." (we're outside the marquette hotel)
All excited, "Thanks so much!"
"Yep."
The woman walks off.
*facepalm*, "Ma'm."
"Yes?"
"That's 7th street, 9th is this way," points the opposite direction.
This actually happened earlier tonight.
I've made the decision to leave school. My conclusion was that some people just aren't school people. I tried, and I sure as hell failed. the more and more time I think about it the more I regret going to DeLaSalle. I loved that school, but it wasn't until I went there that I started to become more involved in social rather than academic means. I'm not sure whether it was my need for friendship or acceptance or whether I just stopped caring; maybe a little of both. Nevertheless, the same thing has been happening at MCTC. I've made a good group of friends, and met the best boyfriend I have ever had. Though this entire time I have been messing up my classes.... both of them. First I dropped Sociology, and now I am concerned I won't pass English. I decided that I might as well focus on my career for now... with American Security, because honestly think it's he best I'll ever get. It sucks that I just wasted $1006.81 but hell at least I can say I've tried. At least learned how to make friends, sadly I should have learned that in kindergarten and not college, I blame Mrs. Holly for 1995-96.
Speaking of such that brings me to another thing that just started to bug me. DeLaSalle. I am so pissed that my mother was right, after graduation poof, gone. My De friends that I was so focused on keeping in contact with are slowly slipping away and you know what, as much as it pains me to do so, I will let them slip. See you in ten years, I guess that's all I have to say. Go ahead people ditch the party I told you all about weeks beforehand to go to another friends party the same night even though I invited the same people. I don't care. Yes, of course I knew, blame f'n facebook and it's random newsfeed of doom (note if your not going to tell someone about something don't post it on another friends wall, especially if that person is friends with the person that you just wrote too). But that was a real harsh blow. Sure go ahead and every time you people are in town and I offer to hang leave me up to dry. I give up. I should have listened to my mother. That was an Ashley bitch rant, you like?
So, next on the list Luke, I love that guy. I don't know how to describe him, he's sweet kinda shy, apparently he liked me from the first day we met but that was a while ago.... time flies. We met in english class. He once tried to tell me he liked me, but the words ended up gibberish, but I knew what he was trying to say, it was really cute. Hmm, I should have talked about him before the rant, I can't think of anything... meh.
Its 3AM, night night.
Phantom