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Gone fishing.
So the world has continued to turn despite so many people I wanted in my life not being present, so many people present in an inconsequential state, and those that are present and I wish to hell weren't.
Been home almost 4 days, have had a blast in the outdoors with my pup. She's my best friend in the world and the only living being I want in my ( Read more... ) -
Feelings
Hate feeling like I've lost everyone who I always was strong for. And that the only living being I can depend on to be there is my dog....god I love my dog
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Nightmares and si
I want to disappear... I really should stop believing that people will prove me wrong. That the people closest wont hurt me. I truly feel insane, alone and worst of all I'm terrified.
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Alone...
And I'm still crying... I never stopped loving him... My hearts broken, and all I want is a kiss something to help me believe in someone out there somewhere really would want to be with me...
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Broken
Today the memories won... Not only did they win they beat the loving shit out of me. Panic attacks, nightmares, seeing friends die in my dreams....seeing the people who hurt me in my life, the ones who does, the ones who walked out on me when they said they wouldn't.....the ones who never said anything about leaving but make me feel abandoned here ( Read more... ) -
karma
it's official. my dog eats WAY better than I do. spoiled mutt -
Writer's Block: Tearjerkers
PS I love you!
it makes me remember the two men I loved without question even though they're no longer alive. the movie makes me feel like they're still here watching out for meat least for awhile it makes it not so lonely some days. and it's good to know that even for a short time I was loved.
