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044
This post is written as ziggy wails pitifully behind the closed door for dinner. The cries get more and more pathetic as she cries.
A list of things I want to get done this weekend because I have no paper:
- organize photos on phone into folders
- mark missing fics for later
- made a rec post
- Clean up downloads
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042
I am sick and morale is very low. I feel like im just always sick in some way these days. I am flaky and unreliable. I'm always calling out of work i feel like I make it so few full weeks there. Like my full weeks do outnumber my not full weeks. but not by a lot. and it would be fewer if i called out every time I was sick or if i didn't have remote ( Read more... ) -
041
Restarted therapy... don't know really how I feel about it yet, but its a thing.
Gerard has had a BOATLOAD of tummy problems. like so many. been to the pet ER twice. Got hospitalized, needs a fancy ridiculously expensive diet for life now. RIP to my wallet.
Listening to a recorded Pink Floyd album and honestly this feels like the correct way to ( Read more... ) -
040
It's been a while huh?
Not much has changed. This editor is still kinda unfortunate, I forgot about that.
My cat is curled on the bed snoozing away. The birds are very loud. Martin is on the phone with his friend in the hall. and life.... life is weird. but it's still going.
It's hard not to be super lonely when everyone is kind of moving on ( Read more... ) -
038
I've been single for a year and like two months. It's weird. Time doesn't feel like it moved that fast. I guess it's because the relationship was five years (ten if you count the friendship beforehand) and the year is just really small compared to that. Or maybe its still that I get 900 phone calls bringing me back into that life. So even though I ( Read more... ) -
030 - Thesis Entry part the first
This is a living document of my thesis work. It isn't really for anyones consumption but my own archival purposes of my own life. If you have stumbled here from the depths of irrelevancy then this will make little sense to you ( Read more... ) -
029
Years ago it felt like you could find obscure fandoms and scanlations of manga so easily online. Now it feels like everything is owned by one of the big social media sites and those smaller niche groups no longer exist. This is my life as I take part in dead fandoms as part of quarantine life (and lets be serious life outside of quarantine too) and ( Read more... ) -
027
First day of my second year of grad school!
It was way better this sept. 3rd than last year. It is great to go into school already being established and with a friend group. and I got to see so many people that I love today <3 and it's great just seeing friends and getting to hug them and know life will be crazy but we will make it work. -
020
It is a real problem that I get so bored of the sustained focus that is school work and slowly slip into bad habits. I am trying to read this 62 page article for my Teaching with Technology class and to focus on it is impossible. I read like two pages, absorb very little, and then drift off mentally again or feel the need to check like ninety ( Read more... ) -
018
Life! Life has been happening. I got waitlisted by my grad program. Then I went to Vegas. Then I came home with an emergency email to go the next day for the selection day process for my grad school program. And then I drove directly home from Boston. And now I am just home waiting to hear from the program, waiting for Frank to wake up so I can do ( Read more... )