I have a maternity t on with a splash of tootpaste on my right breast and am wearing old flannel pajama pants with paint splashed on them. My hair is scrunchy with the worst combinations of faded out brown,blonde,and brown colors. I have inexplicably become a face full of zits to boot. I am listening to Al Stewart's "Year of the Cat," before I ( Read more... )

After only 4 short months, we will be saying goodbye to the effervescent sounds and lively actions of Gallery Educator Nicole Harris ( Read more... )

This is my last full day of work and commuting an hour one way. My eyes feel like they live in jello and my brain feels like it has carbonation around it. I just had my second glazed donut for today mmmm donuts, so things are good. I desperately need to read because my mind is on low battery. I Think while I'm doing the Ebay thing as my job, I'm ( Read more... )

I've got five days of work left until I'm inventing ways to make money. Jonathan is going to take care of me while I'm pregnant and after wards. We're currently living with his parents and he is going to work for his dad possibly until the baby comes. Our move to SC has been delayed because of crazy insurance matters. My insurance at work doesn't ( Read more... )

there
swirling us
in a new
you
i wish i knew you
sheen skin and delicate tissue
strong heart galloping
reverberating in liquid
a soft buzzing
like a butterfly flapping

I've been exhausted lately. So much so that a rundown of my day is taxing. Unfortunatlely this has caused me to be a drag and drag. I'm usually so tied up with music scouting, film watching, news perusing and so on, but honestly I'm a little out of the loop that is the world-- that is myself. I guess the first trimester is like that. I really don't ( Read more... )

I know its summer today but I really need to feel Fall right now.

I'm growing a person!!!

Things are changing at quickening pace. I feel like I am only a couple of blinks before I am in a new state with a new job and a new residency. All of those things will bring me the stability I have been longing for. I cannot wait to sink my roots in a place. To finally exhale the tensions of being a transient.

I don't think my roommate wants me here anymore. I'm such a nice person, and for some reason that irritates people. Some people don't want you to ask about their day, hear you laugh at yourself, or say hi. I admit I have been a hermit retreating to my room the past couple of weeks because I have been ultra depressed. I could be sending off a few ( Read more... )