Classes have been absolutely marvelous!
Unfortunately, very draining.
We haven't even had a full class yet because we're supposed to go from 6:30 to 10:30 and so far we've gone as late as 9p.m.
I think next week for sure we'll be going to at LEAST 10:30p.m.
Chef has already warned us that sometimes the bread classes go later.
Obviously time-management ( Read more... )

Hello New Year.
I've made plenty of goals for myself already.
Get a YMCA membership - when money permits
Actually go to the YMCA and work out. They have a pool!
Get a job as a Server. - This one has been tricky, but I'm sticking with it!
Complete my course exemption paper work asap. - I've actually started communicating with the college to work towards ( Read more... )

I have this horrible habit of procrastinating.
I promised myself yesterday that today I'd clean up my room.
Make it feel like I actually live here, not just come and go.
Take some time and maybe to some creative writing.
but I didn't do any of it.
I didn't even bother to shower, so that's something I'm going to have to wake up for.
I have horrible ( Read more... )

I'm still struggling this season.
I've had an awful couple of days, but for the most part I feel better today.
Baking helped calm me last night, once I got started the stress of thinking of all the things I had planned to make for people went away.
The only thing I didn't really do was study... and my last assignment isn't done.
I guess I really burnt ( Read more... )

With Food.
For years now, food has been almost nothing but fuel to me.
It fills the tank (my stomach) so I can keep going about my busy busy life.
But after learning so much in my Nutrition course I really want a relationship with food.
I want to make healthy delicious meals.
I want nutrient dense food.
I want to try new things.
I even... at times... want ( Read more... )

Tonight has been a fairly productive night.
I watched Dexter and The Walking Dead, which was a nice relaxing time.
Then I buckled down and began studying for my exam on the 16th.
I also began my homework that's due in a week.
I have a horrible time sitting down and actually doing homework.
It's not that I have anything better to do or that I forget ( Read more... )

Something I find interesting as I get to know more people and hear more stories about relationships...

It seems relationships wear people out. Or more specifically, bad ones do. The ones that leave us going "Why did I ever put up with him/her for that long?" The ones where we feel we've poured our hearts into it to end up with nothing but a bitter ( Read more... )

My stomach still ties itself in knots whenever I remember that nightmare. The images are so vivid. Some are like freeze frames. And the feeling when I woke up... sweating, gasping and practically in tears... I can still feel my heart pound from the memory. My eyes sting, but there are no tears. It was horrible, but it didn't start horrible. It ( Read more... )

I haven't updated lately because I'm waiting to get internet at my place.
I find it much easier to update in my own space... rather than on M's laptop in his living room.
I've already written to entries on wordpad that I plan to post here...

Actually I just remembered that one of them is saved to this computer...no
Unfortunately, it's not really an ( Read more... )

It's been a pretty great weekend so far.
I went to Oshawa last night and spent time with Gilly.
Then Saturday we all went for brunch, saw some people from high school who I haven't seen in ages. :)
Got a ride from Rene who dropped me off in Scarborough and I bussed to M's.
Now I'm all ready to head out to another birthday party.

School starts on Tuesday ( Read more... )