its been a long few weeks since i last wrote in this journal. its always relationship stuff i put in here. but this time its good stuff. :)

we've been talking alot more lately. even if its only online, thats okay with me sometimes as long as we're talking. because sometimes we're both busy and its easy to talk online and do other stuff at the same ( Read more... )

argh. figures..when i finally have a chance to figure out what i feel tim calls and messes up my mind again....

i don't know what's up with me. the last few days all i've wanted to do is cry. and cry. and cry. and cry some more. school is evil. partially, well mostly, because of organic chem. and the fact that i got sick the second day of classes and its just gotten worse. and now i've got bronchitis. but meds are helping. so yeah...we'll see. but thats not ( Read more... )

this may be my last entry for awhile. i'm off to bed, to wake up at 830, pack the last of my crap, and then take my bio final 10-12. here's hopin i do REALLY well on that. then its time to go HOME!!!!! i can't wait. this year has been great in some ways and horrible in others. but now that doesn't matter because its over. i've enjoyed my time here ( Read more... )

for the kate when she reads my lj again--thanks dear. you're awesome. :)

rereading, or at least thinking about that last entry now makes me mad at myself. cuz i shouldn't've been upset. argh. whatever. but i just watched "pretty woman" with julie. that was fun. i'd never seen it before and it was great. i love happy endings. and i'm a sucker for romatic, sappy movies. the downside to it is now i want to talk to my boy ( Read more... )

this fucking sucks. sitting here in tears all because my boy had to go to bed. why do i do this to myself? why do i get my hopes up like this? prly because ALL day i've been supposed to talk to him. and did he ever call back? not until 9ish and then my fucking phone is fucking messed up. and i'm bored and lonely and i wanted to talkt o him because ( Read more... )

ok, so i've spent about 2 hours typing in song lyrics. why you ask? because i feel loved. because i FINALLY got to talk to my boy for more than 5 minutes in a day. granted, it wasnt much more than that, but it was enough to but me in a good mood. especialy because he said he'd stay up later to do his work so he could talk to me first. granted, i ( Read more... )

i want OUT of school!!! NOW!

i'm sick of school. people. tests. more tests. i'm sick of always having to worry about the next test...argh. this SUCKS. and so now i'm off to go worry about my bio lab practical that's thursday night. argh. all well.....9ish days left!

so my last few entries were private..sorry people..they just had to be...so here i say hi, but i'm getting sleepy. after my evening of watching tv/movies with julie and cassy and christie. t'was good. now i think i'll go to sleep....for now