The longer it goes on, the less chance there is of reconcilliation

[apiphile]

Situation still BALLS. Still cannot face not being listened to about this. Still in voluntary exile. Still feel like shit about it, and it is seeping outward like poison and making me more sensitive to everything else. This means pretty much entirely innocent parties getting a face full of fuck off at times which then capsize themI would pay a

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[wolfy_writing]

Oh and the plan for writing execrable erotica and flinging it onto Kindle under a pseudonym has hit a speedbump in that I am refusing to mangle historical accuracy as badly as it was when I thought it up and it turns out that the primacy of Venice as a centre for trade had kind of entirely vanished by the time America got its cotton-picking act together (literally) and why is this even relevant to a bonkfest? IT JUST IS, OKAY.

I know that feeling. So many potential fanfic ideas have been stalled out because I was left going "Okay, no one else will care about the nagging inaccuracy of this detail, but I'll know, and I can't write it if I know!"

[apiphile]

I legitimately can't do anything until I know what precise time period I want to set it in because I need to know what to call the fucking characters! I can't write blind! AND IT'S JUST PORN. Argh.

[wolfy_writing]

Yeah, the little details are important in being able to come up with a coherent thing! And even if it's just porn, it's frustrating to try to deliberately write in a bad and sloppy manner.