Well, after some consideration this is probably the most concise thing I can say ( Read more... )

Well, after some consideration this is probably the most concise thing I can say ( Read more... )

Situation still BALLS. Still cannot face not being listened to about this. Still in voluntary exile. Still feel like shit about it, and it is seeping outward like poison and making me more sensitive to everything else. This means pretty much entirely innocent parties getting a face full of fuck off at times which then capsize themI would pay a ( Read more... )

Choosing to end a 10 year friendship is, regardless of the propaganda on the other side of the fence, not easy. I would rather it didn't END, but my sanity does not cope well with hiatus. Either it's finished, or it's not finished; limbo doesn't suit me. Determining to do so without "trying" to save it is presumably going to be cast as callous and ( Read more... )

poetry

Tribute to Dorothy Parker

If this bullshit is teaching me anything, it's "don't sodding well sabotage yourself, Derek, there are plenty of people who are better at sabotaging you than you are".

Somewhere in between bullshit explosion there has been some terrible fic I am not posting, and I STILL HAVEN'T FINISHED EDITING TODAY'S CHAPTER.

Everyone has their own level of comfort, and that's true. She told me that everyone also has their own margin of acceptable risk, which made sense at the time as an explanation for why I couldn't get another friend of mine to come with me somewhere ("She doesn't think it's safe." / "It's safe enough." / "Not safe enough for her."), but which in ( Read more... )

Here, let me express my feelings at the moment in a passive-aggressive lyrics post ( Read more... )

Yesterday:

atropinesulfate and I went to the ZOO. It was very expensive and later very wet and quite full of inordinately awful children but in spite of this and sore feet A Good Time Was Had. There seem to be more walkthroughs than there used to be, which I am strongly in favour of as having large butterflies throw themselves at my face is hugely entertaining ( Read more... )

There is no way you can tell someone "you're so endlessly critical of everything I do that now the voice of my self-doubt sounds like you" without being a cunt. So I'm not telling you. But thanks! For basically being your mother in spite of all your desire not to be.

You've had your period of grace for the year, now suck it up and deal.